Donut - my new favourite food.. =)

Had been starting eating lotsa donuts recently. The donuts that I brought in my company canteen was kinda cheap. A normal shape and size costs me bout RM0.40 per piece. Well this donut is full of sugar. Taste like sweet of course. And I'am loving it to the max. The canteen's kueh and delicacies are in quite reasonable price. Most of it only cost me RM0.40 per piece. Eat 3 to 4 piece and it can oredi make me full. Wow!! I love my new diet though. Cheaper and full in stomach of course. Good for me.
Hopefully by end of August I would lose some weight. If possible few kgs. That is my monthly resolution. Save some money and lose some weight. See what would happen then.. Till then.. God bless.. =)

Do not judge

Last night I receive a call from an old aquintances cum some sort of enemy cum a bully cause he had hurt and abuse my feeling long long time ago. I had been keeping all this hurt by myself all these years, sort of like four years back. Well we had meet up once before since he came back from oversea a half a year ago. At first, he had asked for my phone no through friendster but then I did not reply because I was still pissed off with him that time. Well then God said in the Bible, that in order to be blessed by Him, we need to re-concile back with each other so that God's glory shall be shown through here and forgive others who had hurt me. It's hard for me to do that but I took the courage to tell him that.
So there I was wanting to re-concile with him when he gave me a call last nite. But instead of coming out to be re-conciled he scolded me with all the sarcastic remarks such as that I am pathetic, sadistic and I sucks. Well honestly saying those kind of remarks pissed me off. It put me really down and make me angry. What I wanted to do were just obeying God's command to re-concile but he ain't listening. Even when we met back after 2 years of lost contact, his first remark on me was that to him I was still the same Lik Ee I used to be. No doubt he is correct, but it is not fully correct. I do changed though. I do not know whether it is a good or bad change but I do changed. I mean when we first met back after all these years I believe that we should greet each other in a nicer way. After all he had been calling me out few times oredi but I do not want to come out though. Everybody may think I was a coward for doing that. But then do not underestimate me. Although I may look weak and naive to a lot of ppl, but do not judge me by my looks. No one had ever seen me pissed me off before but do not try to push me to do so cause once I do that that's it for those ppl. That person would be forever out of my life oredi.
Honestly saying, there had been two person who had tasted my piss-offness. And thank God that we still remained friends. And for the worst case senario, there is this friend of mine who I had known for bout 9 years and he too tasted that same anger from me for a year plus and eventually we are friend back recently. Imagine my anger can lasts not just a day or two but it can lasts forever. Well that happens when I really pissed off with certain ppl. Guess what? That was my bad character. It was full of revenge and I was a really bad tempered guy. That few ppl who underestimated me eventually apologise to me back cause I do not really share my life with others. What everybody know bout me recently is just surface. But for those who are closer to me they know me better. So before anyone knows me better and deeper do not put your own judgment unto me. I would say this: "Be careful of whose fire you are playing with. I am a small fire waiting to become bigger."
Anyway too bad for this guy who are not willing to re-concile with me. I had done my part and that, if he would not show up and apologise to me of his current behaviour and really changed, that's it lah our friendship. It is either me or him who would suffer if we are still friends. Well what to do. Just wash my hand over this incident lah.. =( Not what I intend to do but he choose it that way.
Well as the song sang by The Beatle, "Let it be, Let it be... " I would just let it be lah. Let God handles all thing lah.. So that's all.. God's bless...

Ambition

Ambition? Future? What would I see myself in the future? Well was chatting with a colleague of mine yesterday and she was asking this question. What is my ambition? Well the question is very easy and simple and sounds like high school type of question. But the answer is hard and long. Never really thought of it now since the first day I start working. Perhaps I do think about it but then as day by day passed by, my ambition would very much different oredi.
Last time, I was into money and earning big bucks. Wanted bungalows, title of 'datuk", owns a big company, become famous etc etc.. But now as times passes by and after gone through a year of working, my passion for all those desires had been long disappear. What I want to do now is to seek God and glorify Him and Him alone. Well nothing much that I want in my life though. If I ever get a car which I would definitely get one day, I do not expect BMW, Mercedez etc etc.. Rather what I wish for would be just Malaysian Made Proton. The cheapest car that I hope to get would be Perodua Myvi and later on perhaps a Proton Wira would be good enough. If I were to look for a place to stay, I would still choose Damansara Jaya. Honestly saying I would get gain the title "datuk" once my children got married and have their own kids. Well honestly my wife would not become a "datin" but rather she would become "nenek". If I were to own a company which I still hope to get would be a farm. A big farm. Well I am the CEO of the farm and I can plant all sort of crops and trees. And guess what? I would hire a few staffs which eventually would become my subordinates. I am also the finance manager and all sort of manager. What I hope for would be able to own my own piece of land. =) Not bad right? I am still the CEO of the farm.
Anyway right now, I am want to live for Him to serve others. I do not think that I own anything but by His grace, I want to be like Moses and King David. I mean Moses was born of being no one. And because his parent saved him from being killed by the Egyptian soldiers, he became the Prince of Egypt. And guess what? He blew his high ranking post as Prince of Egypt away by saving his fellow Israelite brother from being killed by the Egyptian soldier. And he ran to Meridian to become a shepherd. That's something what I want to do. I am sick and tired of the world (if I have a desire to seek the world thing, I can succeed but I choose to blew away the dream and to become someone of lower ranking. If I ever want the world thing, I can choose to run after money and other worldly stuff. But guess my desire for all that lost oredi.
Anyway Moses was called one day by God at the burning bush. God asked him to guide and help the Israelites and to lead them away from the Egyptian and to live in the promised land that God had given them. Eventually he lead one million Israelites away from Egypt. Wow!! That's a huge amount of ppl. I want to be like that. Being used by Him to do wonders.
And then King David. He was a shepherd boy before he was called by God to become a king. From no one he became God's intrument to lead the Israelites towards Him. I mean that's one thing a small shepherd boy could do for God's glory and honour. I want to be like that too..
So I guess when my colleague asked me yesterday what is my ambition, well I just answer her I got none. Just want to live a simple life. Well indeed I do not have any big ambition. My ambition is quite different than the normal others. Others fancies materialism and I also fancy those but not to that extent. Even I want a camera phone. I told my bro to get me a 2nd hand camera phone since I could not afford 1st hand phone. He told me before that my life is too simple. I felt that what is the point of us struggling fancy so many material things but at the end the time frame of us enjoying it is so limited. Honestly saying even my Nokia 8250 which I had been using since 16 months ago had been so rusty (I mean the casing) that I do not even want to change its casing. Wait till it totally spoilt first before I actually get a new casing. For info, even my Nokia 8250 is 2nd hand mobile phone. =) Anyway for the colleague, she do not understand my ambition. So why bother telling her? =)
Anyway lab is closing in half an hours time. Wanna check up my friendster for a while. So that's all for this time. God bless.

Woman - God's noble creation

I just had a chat with my cousin while on the way back home after work. As we were talking, a topic bout "equality rights" appeared into our conversation. Well I was sort of surprised because usually it was the woman who would always demanding for equal rights with the man. As I was on the way home I pondered about this topic of equal rights, as in what does it meant to me.
So here I am typing what I believe in what an equal rights in all about. First of all, what I wanna say here is there is no such things as equality rights. I mean man and woman can never be equal. (I know some of you, woman out there would have a thought right now to stone me but then read on before you do so) Why I would say that? Well first of all I believed that God never intend for us all to be the same. Don't say character but look at our own physical body first of all. I mean obviously we are not the same in term of physical apperance right? I do not need to elaborate that do I? I think everybody understand what I mean? =P Then the very fact that a man is called a male and a woman is called a female. A female is called "she" or "her" and a male is called a "he" or "him". I mean that is also pretty obvious right in terms of alphabet and word itself right? I believe I do not have any spelling mistake here. =)
Now in terms of individual character. Well I believed that God created man to be different than woman. And vice versa. I believed that in all that things that we have heard or do, we should be grateful of what we have and what we have become, whether a man or a woman. A woman should not demand of an equal rights if they are comfortable and secure in their own gender. I mean due to because some man out there who acted in egoness in front of a woman and proclaimed that he is stronger than the woman and critised a woman of being a weaker gender than he is, it shouldn't be an issue of equal rights come out at the first place. I mean God created man and woman with fair and justly, but why we the human being, being the man and woman created by Him wants more gender justification? Honestly saying I am proud of becoming a man. Well proud as being glad and happy of being me. Glad and happy that I am created by God and able to breathe into this life. Glad that I could be used by God to do things for Him. I mean all of us should be like that. I mean especially the woman. God created you to become woman because He believed that you are useful for Him as being a woman. Be comfortable of your own gender. Do not let some pathetic man full of egoness to bring you down and make you thinks that there should be an equal rights between man and woman.
Why I felt that the woman who wanted equality rights shouldn't be complaining at all? In fact they should be very grateful for being who they are. First of all, being a woman, although you may continue to be the sarcastic remarks to some bad man out there, you should be proud that you are a woman. Man suffers all day long compared to woman. Woman only suffers when they give birth. That would be only 9 months' time suffering. Unless of course they want more babies. Even they want more babies, it still does not match the sufferings that the man would have to face compared to the woman. Why I said that? Well for once man suffers whole life. Well since the day Adam and Eve ate from the fruit on the tree of good and evil, God had told Adam that because of what he do, he would need to struggle hard to earn a living. And because he was first created by God and not Eve, he shall be the breadwinner to Eve's family. In another sense, because Adam ate the fruit, he would live to protect Eve's familly from harm. He would feed Eve, work hard to earn a living of he, himself, Eve and the children. I mean those time the main job offered I believed would be farming. There is no such job like office job yet. And because of that job needs lotsa energy and sweat, for me it is considered as hardship and suffering for Adam. In fact Adam needs to know where God wants him to be. It's not an easy job though. He is to be light to the family. He guides Eve and the children to obey God. He is like the mentor the the family to know God. If he falls, that's the end of the family. Well I believe that is how hard and how suffer Adam was.
As for Eve, I believed that with the help from her husband, she helps to nurture the children so that the children would learn to know God. I mean in the sense it is not that easy either. Come to think of it, if Eve do not really understand what Adam thinks and Adam believed, she would teach wrong doctrine to the children. I mean that's dangerous. But I believed that time Adam was the only in the one in the family that farms. But unless and until the kids had grown up a bit, they would too be doing farming. Anyway what I try to point here is.... Eve's job as being the woman are somehow or rather easier than Adam. I do not know is Adam egolistic or not, but then Eve still listens to him. One thing I know for sure. She is very happy of being woman. Okay.. She is the only woman that time. But then the very reason God gave the order to Adam is that he shall live and be the protector of the family, breadwinner to the family although he might be egolistic towards Eve cause he thinks he is bigger and mightier. But nonetheless, man suffers more than woman by not only being breadwinner but also being head of the family to know God. (Normally lah) Do you being a woman wants to suffer for the family? Much more than woman themselves?
Being a woman also got lotsa advantages. God gave the woman sense of caring and loving more than a man. Woman cries often even when they watch happy ending stories. Well they release their emotions easily. Won't you all being a woman love it? Or you rather wanted to keep it all into your heart just like me? And gain an extra suffers since you ask for equality rights? Woman loves fashion and always wear colourful clothes while man wears clothes that they wear every week. (Not all are like that but some.. That some includes me) Woman hold hand with each other and yet they are not proclaimed lesbian but when man and man hold hand they are proclaimed gay. Do you want to be called lesbian when you all hold hands? Woman can kiss another woman and yet their excuse is that it is just a greeting kiss. But for a man to kiss a man it is disgusting. So you would rather lose your excuse of having a greeting kiss to a disgusting kiss? And not to mention, most of the man that I know are dirty and untidy. I mean not all lah but most lah. So you all woman wants to be like that too? Claim that dirty and untidiness is an "in" thing now in life?
One of the most noble thing of which I believed that God gave to the woman is the ability to give birth. Honestly I do not want that ability but then that ability could not be given to someone like me who are not that responsible (even if I am a woman). God gave woman the heart to care, to nurture and to be responsible over the child and He knows that those who are born woman would be able to love the baby just like He do, loving us all. The woman that He created are all created with a quality that came from Him and Him alone so that all the woman would be able to feel and understand the meaning of love. That's why He gave them the title of woman. And to be able to love and nurture the man of their lives and that is their husband, the head of her family. =)
Anyway got to go now. Would continue to blog about it when I got the time.. God bless.. =)

Financial structure...

Had been really saving up money recently. I ate 3 meals a day which is breakfast, lunch and dinner. But my breakfast and lunch are combined into one fix amount. Normally my lunch itself cost me bout RM3 a meal and I do not eat breakfast. But now I have changed. Instead of the normal RM3 fix price for a meal, I divide it and make it RM3 for two meals which is my breakfast and lunch.
Well what I do is I ate a packet of fried mee in the morning for breakfast which is RM1 per packet and a piece of kueh which is bout RM1.40 while my lunch would be 3 piece of kueh which the canteen ppl sell for bout RM0.40 per piece. In fact when they are all totalled up, it cost me an amount of RM2.60. Even less than RM3. Not bad for my lunch and breakfast though. Then my dinner would be slightly heavier. Sort of a packet of normal economic rice. Bout RM3.50 a meal and that's the end of my food session for the day. Not bad huh for my structure of meal a day? =) 3 complete meal a day but yet it cost me less than RM10 a day for food. Good planning. hahaha... =P
Well my first salary in this company is coming out soon.. Wonder how much would I really get after minus the EPF and SOCSO? In fact not to forget my tithes and my soon to come expense, my PTPTN loan. Hopefully I still can survive with lotsa savings after I minus all those expenses so that I could pamper myself with a new camera phone and not to forget bringing my lovely parent to Singapore for a vacation and to meet my brother end of the year. =) With God's blessing I sure can afford to all that.. =) God bless...

Courtesy counts even when we board a bus

Came back from Ipoh yesterday evening. Managed to attend chuch service after that. Thank God that Calvary Church have three services on Sunday. Otherwise I shall miss church service. Anyway when I come back from church, (I took RAPID KL bus no. 21C to and fro) I saw an unforgettable scene which makes me very unhappy bout it.
Well the bus that I took was kinda packed at first but not so when passengers after passengers reaches their destination. Well I was kinda happy that I got a seat after one of the passenger reaches his destination. The problem was that the passenger kept on pressing bell even before they reached their destinations. It kinda iritate a lot of ppl and that included me as well. I mean since the bus was still on the way to the nearest bus-stop. The bus driver received 3 bell before he actually drop the passenger off. Well not once or twice but lotsa time. I can understand the driver's feeling when bells were keep on ringing. Well he can be so frustrated and angry over this matter though. And I felt he has his right to get angry since he is the bus driver and he would be there for the whole tiring day listening to bells being rang on and on again. For information, most of the passengers are either Indian or Burmese. Honestly saying, I don't know but then through the look of their skin colour, I assume they are Burmese.
Anyway when the bus reaches the Damansara Intan cum Damansara Kim's fly-over going towards Damansara Jaya, (hopefully my sense of direction are understood by everybody) I press the bell cause the bus driver knows where to stop next before he misses the stop. Then suddenly out of nowhere an Indian guy in front of me also press the bell. So as we know how the story goes, the bus driver was quite pissed off that he actually stop the bus and shouted at all the passengers. Not that really surprised though but a bit shock lah. It happened before. Ppl love to press bell for fun or provoke the bus driver just for the fun of it. And at the end the bus driver couldn't do anything. But this time after he shouted at us all, when he wanted to start the bus engine, an innocent middle aged man press bell instead. So he stopped the bus again and this time he shouted at the old man before he give the old man a punch. I do not know whether the passenger have a sense of ignorant or they really just couldn't hear the bell rang but for me it is very annoying to keep on pressing bells.
Please learnt to be patient when you reaches your destination. I mean press the bell once and that's all. And be alert of the bell sound so that we won't irritate anybody in the bus especially the bus driver himself. I mean be courteous when waiting for bus and in fact be polite when going up the bus. Do not think that because we are the passenger, we are the boss and the bus driver is the slave. Come on lah.. How much is the bus tickect? It is just a small amount of RM0.70 and the max of RM2 for public bus while perhaps RM50++ for an express bus if we are going outstation. Don't throw the small amount of money to the bus driver, thinking that you have all the right to demand for better facilities. Be humble and learn to help those who are in need. Well if the actual amount of the bus tickect is RM0.70, and you are willing to throw in RM200 per trip, I guess there is no harm the bus driver being treated that bad though. Otherwise please don't if there is no one who are willing to pay that big amount for a mere small price of RM0.70 per trip.

Smile, the trait to success...

Smile. That is what I had been doing a lot lately. And indeed it had brought to a lot of places and able to make do a lot of things though. =) Lately since the day I had been working in this new company, I had not really been smiling until last two week in the office. Well the reason why I had not been smiling is because I felt a bit tired and bored with my job. I mean considering that I am facing the computer screen everyday. Who would able to still smile even after all the pains over my eyes and tiredness of staring at the computer screen?
Anyway I choose to smile last two week when I face a fierce lady boss who works in a different department than mine. I am required to see her often. I mean my department is link with hers. As the matter of fact, my department links with all the other department in the company. But anyway on the first day or should I say the first time when I met her, she sounded so fierce because my department does something last minutes and I was told to sent some bills to her. Well I did and she eventually 'tegur' me a bit for sending the document late. So as I left the department, I was thinking, "Oh my goodness, how am I going to work in the company anymore cause if ever my department did things last minutes again, I would sure sounded by her again." Then I think, "Why not I smile to her often and be friendly to her? With that hopefully she would not be angry with me anymore." Well guess what happened next? The second time I met her, she treat me nicer. I mean even though as usual, I sent document to her late. I mean it is not really my fault for sending her document late. Just that it was during that time I received the document and it was also during that time that they need it. So there I was with my usual smiling face, and smile her with the hope that she would not be angry with me and in fact, would be nicer to me. Guess what? Praise God she does. Although I did mistake again, she told others it was not my fault. It was someone else's fault. And she told others not to blame me. I was like, "Wow!! Not bad.. I thank God that He guided me well and one of the nicest character of myself that I love the most is my smile. Not only this boss, but other bosses also smile back and warmly greet me when I actually showing my smile to them. =)
Who says smiling is not good? If laugh is a good meditation for sickness, then what bout smiling? It shines our goodness and trueness in us. I mean our sincerity. Don't lah put on a fake smile or a forced smile. Let it be natural and you shall shine forth. It is a part of our emotions. Smiling means we are in positive thinking. Who says smiling by your own self means you are crazy? Perhaps you were thinking of something that is good. Isn't that good? I mean try to live a life without a stress although stress is always be there. Smile often at ppl and you shall be smiled by others. (The sentence sounds a bit weird, don't you think so? But then I believe it is an undestandable sentened, right?) Who knows what good might it gives to us when we smile? Now I am sort of closer than before to staffs from other departments. Not my own department yet. But then it is worth trying to smile at staffs from other department. Who knows it might tells them that we are one bunch of friendly ppl with one bunch of friendly smile. And indeed we can get more friends from the company.
So smile often and continue to have this positive traits in our lives. =) Be different (authenthic) and don't follow the crowd. We pull crowd and not crowd pull us. =) God bless...

Giving is the virtue of serving God...

Last night I called an old friend of mine just to say hello. Well we talk a little bit, asking each other questions bout our own self. Then we talk about living expenses. Well she was quite stress up cause need to work hard and earn little while for me earn a lil bit more than normal and still happy. I mean financially la of course.
I told her that I am continuing my studies in CIMA while I work and I told her bout my pay. She told me that she could not cope on with her current living life with I don't know the exact amount but I guess it is more than RM1500 because she got a degree while I am earning bout RM1200++ with just a diploma.
Anyway she was shocked with my current pay. I told her that I am quite satisfied with my current pay. Not to say that I would not want to wish for more but rather I do not have anything to complain about concerning my current pay. She told me that she can't survive in this world with sucha low amount of pay like mine. Cause even with her current pay which I believed it higher than mine is oredi not sufficient for her own use. She told me that if she were to have the same pay like mine, she would have been in lotsa debts now.
After the conversation, I give this conversation a thought. Well why is it that I can be content with my pay and not her. After all she is a local. No need to pay rent cause she stays with family and she can go back home and ate her dinner for free. No necessities that she needed to buy. After all, she do not need to buy any toileteries and hair care product. I mean her parent would have bought that and what she need to do is just share it with her parent. No need to buy food cause she can always wait for her parent to cook for her. Perhaps she drive to work. Okay. RM1500 a month is sufficient for her to pay her car installment, I guess. I mean she do not need to pay for anything else. If she got car, what she need to do is to pay the car in instalment and then pay for petrol of course. Perhaps she wants to buy clothes. I mean how many clothes can a person buy per month? Perhaps entertainment. Well she do not need to go out that often. After all she is working until 8:00pm. I mean that is what she told me. Where in the world would she got the time and energy to go out anymore? If she wants to go also, she would only able to go out on weekend. And how much can she spent on entertainment?
Anyway after considering all the things above, I came out with a point here. I give God tithes every monthly faithfully unless of course I got no money lah. But rating 10 out of 10 times, I would give God 9 times and perhaps the other time when 1 times is the time I could not afford to give. I mean out of finance to give. But then that do not mean I do not and would not give. I still give but then I considered it I owe God that months tithes. But I would Him the tithes back whenever I could. I believe that because I give Him tithes, when I was working for SEGi that time, I was able to save RM100. Imagine RM1100++ (including the overtime payment) and after minusing the EPF and SOCSO, the money that was left is usually RM1000++ . And I spent 10% of my total gross pay (the original RM1100++) before paying for my rental and my food and my entertainment and to my parent. Net salary that I normally got was RM900++ after minusing EPF, SOCSO and tithes. I mean think about it as it is so unbelievable to do so. I spent about RM300 or less for food each month (RM10 a day meal or less). RM280 for rental.Giving my mom RM50 or above. And then other miscellaneous expenses. After all the money had been unwisely spent, I still afford to save bout RM100 a month. I do watch movies once in a while though. Not to say I am totally shutting myself from any entertainment. But I still do enjoying myself a lot though. In fact due to because I am so lazy to wash my own clothes, I spent bout RM40 a month for laundry.
Anyway what I try to point out here is this. For those who do not give God his tithes, God would still bless him but then his blessing is lesser. I mean come to think of it, I give tithes and yet I could save up money. Ppl were commenting that once they give tithes to God, they shall lose out some amount of money to God and would not be able to recover it back. Hey.. as for me, because I give tithes, there are times when ppl actually came to me and give me money without reason. They just say they wanna give. I mean that case was once in a while. But then there are ppl out there that actually treat me meals for no particular reason. I was once a non-believer for these kind of things but then God transformed me. He let me see and experience His awesome and marvellous wonder for those who give to the poor. I may not be rich financially but I am content with my life. If it is God's will for me to become richer, I do not mind giving more to Him. =) So if anyone wanna experience His marvellous wonder of being contented with life financially, do give. Whether you give to the poor or to the needy, do not forget to give 10% tithes back to Him so that He can continually to use you. God bless...

Latest update bout my aunt. =)

My aunt is now staying for two to three night in General Hospital Kuala Lumpur at the moment. I do not know how is her condition but I just contacted her and she told me that she would be going for chemotherapy tomorrow.. So ppl I do really wish that prayer had been going on around. And I do hope that she would be well and recover again. And that God's hand of healing should move around her.. And thanks a lot for all the prayers. May we able to see God's glory working on my aunt's health though.. That's all I can say bout her right now.. Thanks.. God bless...

Yesterday's blessings

As I was reading Mun Yee's blog just now and told her that I am going to write a blog about what happen yesterday, she had blog in her own words what had happened yesterday. Now here's my version.
Yesterday was one busy and hectic day. Well reason why it was a busy day compared to the normal day because I took the whole day off to do some personal things as well as some interesting things. In the morning, I went to KL for some urgent things to do. Well went there by LRT of course. Supposed to be there by 9am but it took me 1 1/2 hours later to reach there. That's why I came late to KDU Christian Fellowship a bit laate yesterday. Supposed to be there by 1pm as I told Mun Yee, I would be there that time. But then I was late because I wake up late and settle my things late. After my KL things settled, I went to SS2's Alliance Bank to close down my bank account. After all I am no longer working in SEGi anymore, what's the point I keep on open the account? Unless of course I am planning to open a fixed account but then I felt that it is kinda early for me to open one. And not to forget that my salary is not enough for me to sustain my fixed account. Even to save the money to open the account also I couldn't afford. Anyway I got back a total amount of RM8.12 after I closed down the account. The cashier told me not to close it down but rather keep the account open with an amount of RM1 in the account cause if we were to close it down straight, we would need to pay RM10 for it. I was like, "Huh?? Close a bank account also need to pay?" Anyway my Alliance Bank account now got a total amount of RM1. So bank, keep the change then. =)
So there I was. At bout 1:35pm I reached there. And there it was Bro Robin. (Hey bro.. I know you are reading this. So enjoy what I commend bout you here ok?) Well he was one of the comittee of KDU CF before I joined KDU. I do not what is his post in KDU CF as the comittee, but then I met him after he left KDU and I joined KDU. Well I think or shall I presumed that he plays guitar well. Was one of the best comittee during his time (Am I making it up? Well I don't know but I assume he was and still is). He love my massage. Finally, someone likes my massage. Hey Kenny.. you may felt that my massage tickles you. But then I am happy this bro Robin here like it.. =) God bless ya.. hahahaha... Okay.. Okay.. Back to the story. Anyway nice to meet you again over there in KDU CF, bro.. I mean it is not that easy to look for you, neither it is hard.. Just that I do not expect to see you there.. But thank for coming yesterday.. And ya sorry. I do not have the time to yumcha with you yesterday after the CF. Sorry... =(
Anyway me, XY and Mun Yee went with Kenny to buy the tickect for the Doulos concert. Thank God I do bring enough money out.. I mean including the RM8.12 that I take out from Alliance Bank. Perhaps it is a bit too little but it does help.. =) Went to Canaaland with the girls. They want to get the tickect for the concert there but it was out of stock. And in order to get it we must go to PJEFC to get it. Anyway while we were in Cananland I saw a real interesting book sold there. The title of the book is "Sins of the Fathers". I do not read the whole book though. It is too costly. Bout RM40++.. Cut throat lah.. Anyway just browse through. Saw the book and it talks bout how the histories of World Wars and how they conquered Malaya and stuffs like that. Well I am indeed very interested bout these kind of things. Loved History to the max.. But too bad my mom do not want me to study law. Otherwise I am a future lawyer.. Hmmm.... Would I? Anyway saw another book there also. Can't remember the title. But it is something about Spiritual Mentor. Can't remember the content. But the title itself interests me. Must saved up to buy the books.. =)
Then after Canaanland, we go to Mc Donalds. Went to makan there before sending us all home to KDU. Then we met Li Yan and went for our dinner. Mun Yee's friend called and told her he and his gf would come. So the rest went to the concert 1st while me and Mun Yee wait for the friend. Have a nice chat with her. Had not been doing that for such a long time oredi.. Anyway the friend came late. So in the end eventually we go to One Utama. I was actually excited of going to One Utama because I can go to either MPH or Times Bookshop (One Utama Old Wing). Anyway my favourite area would be Times Bookshop cause the book there are reasonably cheap. I mean with the Times Book card, I can get 10% discount for each book I buy. Something like Salvation card. But then in the end I went to MPH, following my mui's liking. After all I could not afford to buy books also. So go to whichever bookshop also no problem. =)
Then we went to Giant to buy some food to eat cause Mun Yee is hungry. Guess her last meal was not sufficient for her though. So we pampered ourselves with one bottle of Excel and a bottle of Kicapoo and s packet of satay sticks and a packet of muffins for her. I was thinking we go to a place where there is not many ppl to go makan such as outside One Utama perhaps. But she was too hungry that time. So in the end we ate our food at the corridors of rows of shops in the concouorse where there is a built in stage located, sitting there makan. I felt weird when we makan there. I mean it looks like we were in picnic or something. I mean especially my satay sticks. Looks very much like those Malay ppl who would sit at the roadside along the highway picnicking. I dare not eat my satay openly. Rather I would let them leave us first before I actually took stick by stick out and eat behind their back. But anyway there is an empty bench next to us and I was like telling Mun Yee, "why not in future we all bring our satays, bottles of soft drinks, Mr Potatoes, chips etc etc and ate there. After all there is no sign that says cannot though. I leant the word "Customers always right" when I was working in SEGi. So why not we practise the attitude like that? After all we are not using newspapers or mat like other ppl do. We use what we got there and that is benches. Not bad idea right? =)
Not long after that, XY and Jia Hsien smsed Mun Yee. So we all rush to the Old Wing towards the taxi stand to look for them. Guess what? I met my old friends from KDU during my studies there. Two of them. What a coincidence. Beside Mun Yee got her opportunity to meet up with her old friends' there, I also gained my chance. Not bad. So ppl if you are from KDU or somewhere nearby there, please do go often to One Utama cause who knows you might meet up with your old friends.
So in the end, everybody is safe in their house, thanks to Li Yan and her lovely Kelisa. Or is it actually a Kembara? Whatever lah. "But thank you very much Li Yan for fetching us all home although you are tired." As long as both car's model started with 'K' that's the main thing. Anyway once I reach home, guess what happen? Pirates of Caribbean 1 was shown in TV3. So since I had watched the movie last night I can now start looking forward to watch the latest Pirates of Caribbean.. =) Yippee... When can we watch huh? Let me know ok? God bless...

An updated about the prayer request

Well an updated of my aunt's condition. My mom told me that beside getting herself lung cancer, she is also affected with another cancer, bone cancer. Well I do not kwhat to say. But what I am hoping is that she would be getting better soon. God had been working marvellously in her life by healing her breast cancer few years back and now I am also hoping that God would heal her of lung and bone cancer again. If God can do it once, I believe that God can do it twice. Please pray for her ya ppl.. Your prayer is very much appreciated.. =) Thanks.. And God bless... =) Will update my aunty's condition again in future to come..

Urgent prayer request

Just received a call from my mom telling me this evening few hours ago. Well she told me that my aunty is in critical condition. According to my mom, she got lung cancer. Well I was shocked to find out though. The reason is because I had been praying for my aunty for quite sometimes oredi. (Sometimes forgot but other times I remembered her in prayer) Anyway I am a human being. I do forget bout things sometimes. But that's not the point. My point is I managed to keep on the faith and my aunty's health improved. But this evening's call shocked me a lot cause I never knew that she was attacked again by cancer. This time she is down with lung cancer. I do not know how bad is that but then I believe anything that got to do with cancer is dangerous and can leads to death.
So ppl please pray for her cause she needs healing.. Thanks.. God bless you all for praying.. =)

Friend to one, friend to all... =)

Had not been blogging for the past few days oredi. One reason was because I got nothing much to blog about, nothing interesting to blog about, nothing long-winded to blog about and no reason to go blogging because for the last few days I was super tired. Well now I am still tired but then thinking of later I shall be gone to dreamland approximately 4 hours plus time making me wanting more to go on blogging. =P
Anyway lately I had been receiving invitations after invitations to go for my friend's wedding. This is a second consecutive year that I had been really invited for weddings. An old friend of mine from KDU, Ahmad Herman is his name. a nice Malay guy from Kelantan had just smsed me invited me to go for his wedding at Pasir Mas, Kelantan in August. He is one of my closest friends during my time in KDU. I mean not from KDU CF of course. He was my first friend in KDU when I just entered KDU. We used to hang around at the cafeteria. Ponteng class also we ponteng together. Go yumcha also I was always invited. The reason that time for me not be able to go for the yumcha session was because I stayed in my uncle's house and I was prohibited to go out after 7pm. =( Anyway we always stick together. I mean if we talk about CF, I was always also with CF friends as well.. But if I stick with non-believer, he is the one I used to stick with always. And I was shocked to find out that he actually kept my phone no. And he smsed me all the way from Kelantan, just to invited me to his hometown just for the wedding really makes me touched. I mean, as some ppl knew, I do not really have many close friends. The resaon might be because at times I have a attitude problems and ppl can't tend to talk to me that much anymore compared to previous time. Even in office I am the quiet one and always stay alone during lunch time. I mean one of my reason is because I wanna online during lunch time and perhaps blogging. But anyhow anyway, I am always the lone ranger. Not to say that I want it that way. Just that I got not much topic to talk about. If I do have topics to talk about, it is always crap. I mean that is how I look at it lah. =(
Anyway I am touched to get an sms from him, inviting me to go for his wedding. This is not ordinary wedding ceremony but rather it is a Malay wedding. I mean how often we got the priviledge of going for a malay wedding. The most we can join is Raya Open House. That's all. Btw the last time I meet him was like 4 to 5 years ago at the SOGO shopping complex in KL. Anyway next Saturday, I was also invited to go yumcha with another Malay friend. This friend was not from KDU but from Help Institute. He called me yesterday, asking me out. I was also so touched because after each and everyone of us leave our college or uni, I expect everybody to forget everybody. If remember also, I was normally the one would organise outings such as yumchas with them. But there is a difference here. Instead of me asking them out, they ask me. I mean how often do we get the chance of going out with the different race and different religion? I mean different religion got lah but different race? How often? Guess what? I was given the priviledge to do so. Thank God for giving me such opportunities. And honestly saying. My first friends during my time in college was not Chinese but rather it is Malays and then came the Maldiveans. Well come to think of it, it is indeed priviledge that other races treat me as their friends because I am a friend to them and not ignore me because I am Chinese. =)
Anyway I had to rejected this Kelantanese friend of mine's wedding because he is going to get married in August and I can't simply take a leave off just to attend the wedding. But then I guess I shall sent the present by post to them. Wonder what shall to a going-to-be married couple? =) God bless...

Peaceful and quiet life...

Well today is my officially day of working oredi.. Which also means I had been learning a lot lately.. Anyway work here is not tough.. You need to know what is it to do and where to do it but then seeing computer screen too much is painful to my eyes. I mean my basic job is to key-in data given into the computer. Not that tough right?
Anyway just after my lunch and I am oredi here trying to blog. Obviously there is nothing much to blog but rather I just wanna update my life here. There is nothing to comment about and life have been pretty quiet lately. Not to say I had been that quiet actually but rather I felt the pain of the quietness in me.
Anyway I am still adjusting to my new working environment. Well wake up as early as 7am and going out to work at 7:30am or rather a bit late today, something like 7:45am. I thought that there would be a massive jam around but thank God there is none. Wonder is it the effect of watching final world cup between Italy and France really affect everyone? As for me, I am not affected cause I don't watch football. In fact I don't like watching football. I am not football fans. If I were to watch it, might as well I play the game as well. Btw who won last night? Wondering, wondering here.. Curiousity kills the cat but so far there is no cat to be killed yet. So anyone mind enlightened to tell me who won? =) God bless...

Family the godly foundation of love =) (PART 2)

I had not been really writing a worth reading blog cum long-winded blog for a long long time as you know how long. So here I am writing blogs that hopefully would inspire me and everyone who is going to read the blog together with me. =)
Well I am still with the family's love. That is always my favourite topic. Well when I says family's love, I do not mean brother and sister in Christ or even our relatives. What I mean is our earthly parents and siblings. Why would I say that? Well family love is the foundation of all love. I do not intend to leave God out of the picture here and says His love is not the foundation but rather I believed that God is the one who commissioned us to love our family (parent and siblings). Well there are some of us who live in a problematic life and some of us are blessed enough that there aren't any of such problems happening to us. No matter what, be grateful. There is a words saying, "You can choose in your life but there is only one thing in life that we are not given choice to choose and that is our family." We can changed our name, our surname, our job, our car, our house but can we changed our family? I mean how many of us born in family A and call family B daddy and mommy? We can't do, can't we? So therefore let us be contented with our family and learn to love our family. No family is perfect. In fact, no Christian's family are also perfect. Unless of course we die and go back to heaven. That type of Family with God the Father, Jesus Christ, the Son and Holy Christ, the Counsellor is only perfect. So like it or not, we be grateful to God that we got family that we can love.
Since there is no perfect family, let us not make the imperfectness more imperfect by continuing to disobey our parent, quarrel with our siblings, forget them when we are so successful in life etc etc.. In all, they are the only ppl who would still care for us and welcome us back when we are lost, brankrupt, dying, poor, paralysed etc etc.. (Imagine we are in whatsoever worst scenario and yet even during that time, they would still be there for us) If even animal (mammals, I mean) knows how to take care of their kids, what else more our parent?
Seriously, I had learnt a lot of things from my parent and brother. Well for one thing, they show love to my maternal grandpa when he was still alive (few years back). I do not want to embarras my grandpa here but then in short, he and my mom cannnot mix well to each other. They are like cats and dogs. He always disapprove of what she always does for her. Even whatever things that she does is correct and right thing. A lot of time she is always unhappy about her life serving grandpa like hell and gets no pay at all. Even Indonesian maid would get paid after she works like hell. But she doesn't. But then she shows love to him. She do grumble and complain once in a while but then that's just it. Guess what? God sees her heart and God knows how to bless her. =)
Ppl might ask, what had God bless her in when what she do is just to serve grandpa like slave? Well for once she have a son, the eldest son who loves her like she does to her dad. In fact her husband who is also my dad have a share of this inheritance from her. What I mean? Well because of what my mom does to her dad, showing love to grandpa although it is very hard for her to love an old man who favours only sons. For information, he was born in China and came to Malaya during world wars. Not sure which war is that but most likely it is second world war from Fujian province in China. And of course I am the 2nd generation of family born and bred in Malaysia. And guess what China man favours? They favours son than daughter. And he is no difference than the rest too. Anyway back to the story, because I see what my parent do, I also do what they do. It is not done because of I felt like doing it but rather my parent brought me and my brother up with love and care. I mean they are not total caring type but because they show love and care towards my late grandpa, I know deep down inside my heart I gain the same traits within me as well. Just like Jesus. He do not do things because He wants to do it but rather He did it because He knows God want that in our life. He wants to obey God and because of His obedience to God, He is sitting at the right hand throne next to God. (Am I saying this from the right spiritual doctrine here? If I am wrong just let me know ok? Thanks)
I had always wanted to learn things from my own beloved parent. And I am kinda jealous when Joram's mom got a gift from God of which she passes it down to him. I was thinking, "Why can't I have something that my mom or dad can pass it down to me? A ministry or something like that." I felt that my mom (I did not mentioned my dad a lot of time here because he is a non-believer.) Like did I know and of which I just realised is that God do give my mom gifts. In fact my dad also got the same gift (God do give gifts to the non-believer. Do not limit God's gift). The gift that they pass down to me is the gift of love and caring. By the way they show care and love to my grandpa, it helps me to learn to care and love others. Ain't that incredible? I mean I might not be that caring and lovable enough for some, but I do hope that I would be to some others. Perhaps my caringness and my love to others do not shower upon ppl's life but I believe it does pour down lotsa blessings to my parent, especially to my mom. And incredibly I do not know that I got such a gift of loving my family and loving ppl (I mean if I do not know whether ppl actually felt that I shows love and the cares to them, but then whatever lah), until of course when I started to pray for my mom to go back to church and seek Him more. Guess what? My prayer came true. That's the wonderful gift that I can give back to her for caring for me for these long years.
Anyway I believe that God does use our parent to mould and to guide and the biggest treasure in life is loving your family. If anyone of us felt that we want to serve God in whatever things that we do, firstly let us remember to serve our family before we actually think of outsiders. I believe our particular spiritual stage at the current stage if we wanna start serving God, we should start with our family, particularly our parent. Our parent is no longer the same young man and woman they used to be. Rather the word young is now replaced with the word old. They might be young but they are always young in heart not the physical apperance. The physical apperance tends to be old as years catch up with them. If any of us thinks that our parent is still young and had not reaches 50s, guess what? Our parent can never be as young as us. The only time time I believe our parent and us can grow the same age together is when we are all living in heaven. Otherwise forget it. So start showering love to family before it is too late. The more the better. No one can live forever. Not even us. =)
So I hope that this blog brings in enlightentment to everybody who is currently having some minor problems with their parent. Hopefully by reading this blog, it would ease them of their hatred towards their parent. =) God bless...

Friday break!!

Today is my 1st Friday working at my new company. Well time sure flies very fast. It has been 5 days since I started my work here. =) Anyway today I am very happy though although I am still felt tired. Very happy because the lunch break for today is 1 1/2 hours instead of the usual 1 hour. That's why I am here blogging. This is the 1st time I blog here in the new company
Anyway wanted so much to go into my friendster but what to do. My computer here at my seat does not provide me any friendster acc.. I mean I am barred from entering friendster. So sad.. =( But still the nicest part of today is still 1 1/2 hours break. They do it to accomodate the muslims who wants to go for their prayers. =)
Ate my lunch at 12:30pm. Well the food served are quite not bad.. But I felt that it is a bit expensive. Economic rice with an egg, canned red beans, and brinjal costs me bout RM3:40. Wah!! Kinda expensive though. I do not eat any meat. If RM3 it is still okay. =( But then gravy is nice. =)
Well I guess from now onwards if I wanna save money to blog after work, I should blog it in the office. Anyway today planned to go KDU CF since the duration for the whole break is more than an hour. But then I need to rush to come back to my company after that. So not worth it lah. Unless of course if I were to work in KDU.. =) Anyway wonder how's KDU Christian Fellowship today? Hopeful it turns on well..
Anyway gtg oredi.. Wanna check other ppl's blog instead before I start working again.. =) God bless....

Life in my new company

There are ppl out there who wanted to know my 1st day experience of working. Well I would try to share some of it now but then there would be a lot of things that I would not disclose cause I don't wanna get into trouble disclosing my life in the company.

Monday - 3rd July 2006
Anyway on my 1st day of work, I was nearly late. I was supposed to reach the company before 8:30am but then I reached there bout 8:25am. Imagine if I came late another 5 minutes, me die. Was jam on the way. (I am very poor with time manangement although I study accounting. That's why I need to learn maths more.. ) =( Well reached the company. Went to a group orientation. The HR manager was avaible there to share to us all about the company's policy and the procedure. Well honestly she is soft. I mean her voice. Can't really hear her voice though. =( Losing the opportunity of getting more information bout the company. Anyway we were there in the room for the whole morning, listening to the whole employer - employee conversation. Met a lot of ppl there. Some had become friends and some of them I am still blur about the look, not to mention their name as well. (Hey.. I am poor at recognising ppl's face and name. Me blur blur guy ma.. Until now, I still did not know their name..) =( We were brought for a tour around the office before we proceed to for lunch. Then went for lunch at 12:30pm. The lunch there is quite expensive. I expected the food there to be cheaper. But too bad...
Anyway after our lunch, we went to take photos in a room. I always think that the company is actually a photo lover. They took our 3 pasport size photo oredi and now still wants our photo, taken using their camera. Only after my lunch that we all went to report ourselves to the respective department that we are supposed to be in.
My department was quite large. Not many of us in the department. There are seven of us, including my manager. But the whole company is huge. Well thank God that I do not need to walk too much though. Just a little more than my previous company, SEGi. Done nothing much of that day.. Just do some checking here and there. That's all. I came back at about 5:30pm.

Tuesday - 4th July 2006
Nearly late again. I came out nearly the same time as my 1st day. This time I again nearly came to work late.. Thank God I have not been given my punch card thingy yet. Otherwise my salary would be deducted.. More work were given but then the life was still pretty nice. Nothing much to complain about except that I was a bit bored. Luch time eat with a colleague and that's all.. But sometimes I need to walk a bit to do some chores for my boss. In fact I need to walk out of my department a lot to do chores for my boss. And again, I went back home at about 5:30pm.

Today - 5th July 2006
Never knew that time really flies. Fly even further that what I can imagine. Today is my 3rd day of working oredi. Life was still the same. Slow but catching up. Still less work to do. Thank God but then my eye is very painful. I look at the computer screen too much. Lunch time brough 2 packets of Indonesia made Kopiko and 4 red hacks sweet. I bought it, hoping that I could get rid of my tiredness but then when I finished eating 8 Kopikos, I am still sleepy. Even sleepier than before. What the heck (pardon my word) =P Anyway sooner or later, I would become the sweetest guy in my department. Perhaps even in the entire company. Fancy having me as the sweetest guy around? =P Anyway thank God today. I managed to reach home at bout 5:10pm. It's a miracle. hahahahahaha........
Okaylah.. Nothing much to blog.. Preparing myself to go to cell group oredi. So God bless.. =)

New working life..

Well there are ppl out there waiting for me to blog bout my first day of work in UTAR after 1 1/2 months I did not work. Actually nothing much to blog about except that I felt that I was back to either college life well except that this time I am there with uniform (formality). Anyway nothing much to blog about lah. Just that I spent half a day for the orientation time and the other half started my work.
Well the working environment there is quite okay lah. Nothing much to comment. I felt that there are more staffs than student. Perhaps I was kinda blur still on the first day but then still overall quite okay lah. Anyway I still kinda miss my old company. The environment there was so much nicer. Too bad I quitted the job to pursue some other better prospect. =) Anyway nothing much to comment bout my new working life. After all I am not supposed to disclose the information of my new company to outside world, remember? It is courtesy that counts. =p For those of you who had been waiting bout my new life, I would share some of it as time passes. So don't worry.. =) God bless..

Family the godly foundation of love... =)

Of late, I had been very much touched by God. Well last time, I was a hardened guy, who would not admit I am wrong and always thinks good of myself but nowadays I had been very much a crier. (you know what I mean? someone who cries a lot) Perhaps it was because God is starting to melt my heart for Him.
Of late, I had been very much seeing myself of uncapable to handle things. I am starting to think that if things were to be done, I am not the one able to do things. I do not have the enough confidence to believe that I am the one to do things. Not just things, but decision making as well. Despite knowing that, I come to learn that my dad helps encourage me a lot. Not just my mom alone, but my dad as well.
Honestly saying, I never think so high about my dad. I just felt that my dad is a quiet guy and man with few words. Everytime I wanna say something, he would come to me and tell me to be quiet. Typical father. Either way, he would tell me to tell everything to him tomorrow of which the tomorrow he meant would never come. Cause each tomorrow comes, he would tell me to keep it for tomorrow again.
Anyway what I am trying to say is that I always believe that our parent is considered a blessing from God. A family would never leave you nor forsake you. I mean I enjoyed my family very much. They prayed (my mom does while my dad is still non-believer) and they cared for us all no matter how bad or how terrible we are. Friends may not want to become our friends when we are in deep trouble but our parent does. I love my parent a lot and they mean a lot to me and then if they are in trouble, I would stand for them and not neglecting them. So therefore what I am trying to say here (I'm outta topics to blog nowadays) is that no matter what happen, love your parent and do not let them away from you cause you would never know how God would use them to bless us. Or that you would be a blessings to them.
If any of us who have had arguments or quarrels with our parent, ask them for forgiveness. I do that even though they are wrong and I am right. I mean no matter what we do, they are our own family. Of course God is also our family. In fact He is our most important family but then our parent and siblings are our next best family. Without them, we wouldn't had know what would happen to us. Show them appreciation and cared for them. For the are no one as important as them in our life.
Anyway if any of us had lost our family, let us then not to forget to remember our guardian or our intermediate family who had taken care of us. Let us also not to forget to show them our appreciation. For they are God's most precious gift to us. After Jesus of course. Therefore let us learn to show our appreaciation to our family by doing something good to them and to make them proud of us. I know my parent are proud of me nowadays.. =)
Okay lah.. Got to go home now.. Tomorrow got work. My 2nd day of work.. So see ya then.. God bless... =)