Walking With Jesus!!

It is not easy to walk with Jesus and yet a lot of Christians wanted to walk right with Jesus.. Therefore I really want to blog all my walks so that I can remember all the walks that I have had with Jesus and to rely on Him and allow Him to carry me when I couldn't walk right with Him anymore.

Monday, February 27, 2006

Exam & Result Fever!!

Feel like blogging something here but then don't know what to blog though.. Anyway I let my hand does all the blogging while my mind rest for a while after the hard work of the day.
Well was browsing through some ppl's blog and one thing that is so 'in' right now and so happening right now is SPM. I got a few kai muis who were sitting for their SPM last year and some of them had enrolled themselves in different type of insitutitions and further their studies 1st before they actually get their results while some opt for part-time job 1st before they actually receive their results and then only start thinking of what they want to do with the rest of their life. I also heard that even to some ppl that SPM is their life that they need to passed the exam with flying colour. Otherwise they will end their life. (Well you know who you are when I'm mentioning this) =)
Honestly saying, whether you passed your SPM with flying colour or not, it doesn't matter. You still can further your studies after that. It is not the end of time. To a lot of ppl SPM is their life, the pasport to the future they want to go, or should I say the pasport to their parent's dream. I admit SPM does bring you to somewhere if you passed the exam with flying colour. No doubt bout it. But then it is not everything though. Let's say, you do not do that well for your SPM and you are not able to get into public universities, do not be sad or be discouraged. You still have PTPTN loan. You still can study the course you wanted to. In fact, you can spend about two years doing STPM which is far more cheaper than college, but with the hope that you can enter public uni after that. But then study hard for your exam. See you still have chance to further study. Worst come to worst, you can do the same thing like me, study part time and working full time if you can afford lah. (Like me right now)
During my time last time or years before me, at the late 90's. There is no such thing as government loan, you can't do your degreen course locally but you need to further your studies to oversea if you ever want a degree certificate. In fact the best way was form 6, doing STPM. But now due to because there are lotsa variety of courses offered locally, ppl tend to want to commit suicide if they couldn't get the SPM result they want. I mean SPM result is just a piece of paper. It does not secure you a job though. Perhaps I believe what secures us a job is our determination in doing the task given, and perhaps the course that interest us. SPM result is just a stepping stone to our future career but then if we do not do well in our exam, we still can have the same stepping stone to our future career but then the only thing different is this. We will not be given any free financial assitance to motivate us. That's all. I believe government's SPM marking is far. So let's just hope the best for everybody and that there would be a 0% of failure for SPM result this year and that everybody would have the chance to further their studies despite all difficulties and not a single soul would give up their life just because they failed their exam or doing badly for the exam, Amen?
Okay lah.. Let me a say a prayer for those who are waiting for their SPM results, and even normal college or perhaps normal school exams. Here goes...
Dear Lord Jesus, I just want to commit every single soul who are waiting for their SPM results and all other school or college exam results, over here and some who are perhaps, right now full of anxiety of their coming results after they sat for their exams. I just wanna commit them unto Your hand. Lord, You guide them and lead them to success and despite all things clear away all the anxieities in their lfie and that they would be awake of these anxieities and be able to come to their senses that You are in their life despite their exams. Lord, for everything things and even every chapters of subjects that they had read, help them to rest in You and help them to direct their answer well. And for those who are waiting for their result, if it is Your will for them to pass, may they pass. Otherwise You console them so that they would know their mistake and that they will think of their bad results as a stepping stone to be success again. Lord, touch every single soul that are sitting for an exam, bless them that everything that they read would somehow or rather come out for the exam. For those who are waiting for the result, give them faith and hope that they will pass. Reveal to them Your hope and Your mercy that everything that You do to them are for their own good. Touch them and comfort them so that in all things that happen, Your name shall be glorified and make known to the whole world. Bless You, Lord Jesus. In Jesus' name, I pray, Amen..
Hope that the prayer would comfort you all who are sitting for the exam. In fact, hope that it would give you all hope that God is good and He knows what is best for all of us. Amen.. =)

Feel nice to be back at home!!

Just came back from Ipoh this morning.. Reached PJ bout 11am. Then spent one hour plus to get ready for work which started 1pm. Anyway was busy revising for my studies and doing my other normal Ipoh thingy (writing letters and sleeping) while I was back in Ipoh yesterday and the day before. Nothing much to blog though.. Just feel nice going back to Ipoh and came back to PJ. =) God bless me lah.. That's what I can say.. Yeah!! God bless... =)

Friday, February 24, 2006

Thank ppl, for praying!!!

Well there is a sudden change in my CIMA direction oredi.. I am no longer getting 5 exemptions anymore due to the reason that actually the CIMA leader (the head in charge of the CIMA in the college) did not sent the certificate to CIMA HQ, PJ and his reason was because he just received the cert two days ago. Well he sent it instantly when I let him know the problem. Thank God for that. Now as what he told me, I can get the full exemptions from CIMA as the college claimed I should have but then I still need to pray over for my future CIMA exemption letter so that I can be confirmed to get the maximum exemption from them. Thank God for all that..
Despite of that now that I am assured of the exemptions, I need to study hard for my exam which I think I do not have enough time to do so with all the hectic working shedule and my own personal time. =( Anyway I shall try to do my best and won't waste my parent's money.. =) God bless and once again, thanks for your prayer.. =)
PS: Wonder is this my shortest blog ever?? =)

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Urgent prayer request!! Please pray for me ya!!

I'm currently into this dilemma where I am doing my CIMA final 4 papers. CIMA is knowns as Chartered Insitute of Management Accountant where this is the course that qualifies me to become a professional accountant after 3 years experience of working in accounting line. I just receive my so-called exemptions (cause I am using my hometown address as the correspondence address instead of PJ address) from UK concerning how many subjects am I exempted in CIMA using my previous certificates. Guess what? My mom opened the letter and she told me that she saw the word 5.
Well honestly saying I'm scared to say that (thinking of positive and negative side) if I would to get 5 papers exempted, then I still need to do sort of 9 more papers which my current college do not offer that much while if I were to exempted 9 papers I also cannot did my CIMA in my current college cause according to my college principle, the college would only teach the last 4 papers of CIMA and not the 5. So in dilema I need to choose between my job or my studies cause I were to study, I can't work anymore cause I got no time to go for my class cause the journey from PJ to KL would be very far and very tiring. Ppl said that we need to struggle hard to get what we want but then no point I travel all the way at night just to waste my money, time and energy just to fail my exam right? I can't afford to fail you know? Therefore I need lotsa prayer so that everything I do would be going on very smoothly. That everything that I do God would bless and not entered failure. My principle and the course coordinator says that I would sure get all the necessary exemptions that I needed but then due to my dismay, it turned up the other way round. Anyway everything here is not confirmed yet. Just that even before I see the result, I oredi scared of the outcome. Well I need lotsa grace from God though. May everything going on smoothly for me though. Any further question, ask me here or in my xanga's chatterbox ya.. Thanks.. =)

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Be holy for God is Holy

I had been reading lotsa newspaper recently.. The most interesting news in The Star recently happened sort of a month ago. Well I can't remember the actual date and the actual day of the newspaper being published but it was about Indonesia.
It was about the Playboy magazine, wanting to sell their magazine in Indonesia market but the Indonesian, especially the Muslims are not happy with the sales of the magazine that the government actually banned the magazine from entering the country. In fact I saw in the previous The Star that they actually burned the magazine itself in front of the photographer. Praise God for that. Well I actually applaude them for the daring things that they had done. I learnt one thing here. God is not a God who plays favouritism. In fact US as a so-called Christian nation, (US and the westerners are the so-called missionaries to the easterns countries and to the rest of the world) most of them are compromising a lot in their life to such things as posing in nude (showing lust to man), one-night stands, sex before marriages etc etc that they are now the so-called the distributor of one of the sin that God hate and that is lust. (When I say Christians here, I do not mean all Christians. In fact I believe not all Americans are like that though.)
But my point is there are too much of sin in this world that we need to get rid of. So sometimes it is hard for us to cleanse our life that God uses non-believer like Muslims in Indonesia to destroy all the sin. In fact God destroys the statue of Buddha in Arghanistan using the Taliban. Well what to do. We have all living in the life of pleasure and comfortableness. In fact a lot of us have been lazying around, doing nothing that pleases God. God is holy and as a Christian, we need to become holy. I mean me also the same. I sometimes does the things that do not please God and thank God that I actually realised. So instead of waiting for us to start obeying Him, He uses the Muslims (the non-believers) in Indonesia to ban the magazine from entering the country and to prevent lust from entering His children, the Christians over there's heart and pollute them. No matter what, I believe that God do not only bless the Christians who obey Him, but He also bless those non-believers who obeyed Him despite not knowing that they are actually doing all these for Jesus Christ.
So let us all a pure and holy life for God is holy. This is a remembrance of my own self that I'm holy too and that I need to obey Him without any doubt. =) God bless...

Monday, February 20, 2006

Help me!~!!

Today is one moody day.. Well I had lost a receipt and this is not the 1st time I ever lost one but then today I was given a small scolding by my boss and I'm not only need to remmeber to keep stuff nicely but then I need to find the missing receipt as well. The problem is it is not that I don't wanna find it but then how to find a small sheet of paper in the midst of big pile of other sheets of paper. Furthermore today I'm working an extra of five hours with about RM7.00++ an hour to gain. Not that bad for me though but then losing a small sheet of receipt in the midst of all the paper is very hard to find though.
With this I pray that God will help me. Otherwise how in the world would I be able to find that sheet of paper though. God!!! Please help me to get back the receipt so that I would not be badly scolded by my boss. =( How in the world can this happened to me? Now I really felt the challenge to pray to God for help, believing that He could help though. And hope that He will definitely help. Otherwise me die lah.. =( Anyway ppl pleasae pray for me ya.. Thank & God bless you all.... =)

Friday, February 17, 2006

Thanksgiving time!!!

Well nothing much to blog here just yet except that I want to thank God for all the technology facilities that He had given me and with this new website, I can create more new things and to expand my so-called love of writing and blogging. Honestly I am not a IT genius but more towards IT out-dated type of guy cause I do not know much about HTML provided here on blog and used to spent most of my time here, (I mean onlne) by chatting, emailing, friendster'ing' ppl and gaining free gifts from websites like www.cinema.com.my, www.tgv.com.my, www.gsc.com.my, www.thestar.com.my and etc etc..
HTML programme is still new to me. But not for those younger than me. Guess this is their life oredi. I mean IT and technologies are their expertise. What I know bout HTML is only a few things. One of the thing I know about HTML is HTML stands for Hypertext 'something' Language. That's all. Nothing else.. Sad case huh? I mean I'm so pathetic in these things that I need help to solve my HTML problem. Anybody can help? hahaha... =)
Anyway I am still learning and shall always be learning bout this website. I always felt that xanga is easier to be used. More convenient for me. But then I need to learn how to progress on these software thingy. Okay lah.. Guess that's all the thing that I wanna thank God for, for today. Sounds so lame, right? Oh ya!! Just for info, beside this post, other posts would be the same like xanga's. So there is not much different though except that now I got four blog website oredi.. Wonder is this something to shout about? hahaahhahah.... God bless and time to go home soon.. Nite nite.. =)