Inception

I just came back from watching Inception starring Leonardo DiCaprio. Well the movie was fabulous. If I were to vote it I will give 101% fabulous. Interesting concept directed by Christopher Nolan. The movie was something special, just like how the Matrix trilogy when it 1st came out.
Anyway I am impressed by what type of movies Leonardo DiCaprio act. For the 1st few month this year, he acted in a movie by Martin Scorsese. The ending of the movie was quite unexpected. But nonetheless, it was quite a memorable one. One heck of acting for him. Kudos. And now came this movie by Christopher Nolan. I have to give him credit for his acting. Both the movie were quick dark movie of which is my favorite genre. Thriller but yet entertaining. Surprisingly, both movie which he acted were quite similar too. Shutter Island was about him hallucinating and this movie was about he planting dreams into other people's life. Not to mention both movies portrayed him as a father and a husband whose wife got mental problem. And seeing him portraying husband to mental problem wife is really a something.
Anyway besides Robert Downey Jr., Johny Depp and Will Smith I had to say I will vote him as one brilliant actor in the world. =) Way to go, Leo.. Well this is something I would like to comment on when watching Inception or Shutter Island. I had heard lotsa complain from people when they watched both movies. They find it very hard to understand the concept of both movie. Well for your information, I watch both the movies with my mind. I mean it is not a simple unthinkable movie which people watch for fun. For both the movies said above, please learn to understand the storyline. It would help you think clearer. =) Think deep and think unthinkable and that's how I learn to watch a movie. It would be easier if you watch with your mind as well as your heart when it comes to a movie like Inception and Shutter Island. Unlike some other action packed movie.
So for those of you who had not watch that movie, please watch it and watch it in cinema. It would be worth your money and time. Trust me. =)

I fail again

I just received my CIMA exam 10 minutes ago via online. Guess what is the result? 12 marks over 100 marks. What the...?? I was expecting a better result over that stupid mark. I expect the result to be at least cross border 50% as passing marks. I have the confidence that I can do the question because I spotted one pass year question and a few question was kinda manageable by me one way or another. Guess what? I failed like no one's business. What kind of stupid fucking result is that? I mean 12 marks. I expect it to be at least better than this. Had been praying for God to help me in passing this paper. Instead I failed with such a mark.

I know I had not been doing well in my studies. Part of it is because I am taking up most of my time working putting less effort on studying. What to do. Work comes first. I want to become a better person but how I know this is what happen. I mean I am a teacher's son and this is how I embarrass my mom's name? I can't afford to do that. I can't accept that mark actually. It is way below my expectation. People always said don't expect much but do your best. What to do. My expectation is what make me confident. I guess I am still not confident enough seeing that I received such a result. Don't know what to say.

I actually wondered am I a stupid fool? I do not have much friends and all the sharing of mine are ignored. People took it for granted. How many people would actually listens to me when I speaks? It's like I am talking to myself all the time. That's why each time people ask me to lead the young believer, I would not want to do it. I mean how many people would come to me and listens to me. Even some leaders despise me. So what can I say? Most of the time I had to avoid others because a lot o them look down on me. People go out to spent and I can't cause I got nothing to spent. People got a lot of joke to tell, even a dirty one. But when I joke, people take it as boring conversation. In fact some of them take it as dirty joke even though it is not.

So I guess each time when I am having confident, I am trying to be a positive person. I do not know why people take it as me being a snobbish guy,a proud and arrogant guy to be exact. Am I wrong to have confident spirit and be a positive guy?

Anyway I guess that is all I can say bout myself. Hope by publishing this blog, more people can come to know me better as a person not as their being played person. Last but not least, I still love God even though I am facing such dilemma but why does it had to happen all the time? Can't it be that I received some blessing from Him once a while?