Much better today...

I am still not feeling that well although I had started my work back again today.. To be honest, I do not have much appetite for food yet.. In fact I ate two slice of sandwiches only for my breakfast this morning. So imagine my appetite for today. And I just ate a hotdog for lunch. All because I want to eat my medicine. Anyway I started to drink more water nowadays. No choice. Mom's order and also MY's order as well.. What to do. One is my mother and the other one is my kai mui... =P
Anyway I hope to lose weight with this "not feeling well" condition.. I mean a real thinner body. Cannot use slimmer for my body... Otherwise I would have a girl's body oredi.. =P Anyway see whether I would be eating tonight again or not.. Otherwise eat lesser food since I can't eat rice yet and the restaurants at night time do not really sell noodles and if got it would be fried noodle.. So better still stick to eating bread though.. =( See how lah.. God bless..

Sickening life

Today is one unfortunate day.. Well I am down with fever.. A few days ago, I was not feeling well with diarrhea.. And now I am sick again.. Fever... =( What is going to be happening to my body nowadays.. Either diarrhea or fever or some other sickness would sure spread into my body.. =( Thank God that my company gave me a medical card so that I can go and have my body checked up for free and the whole medical fee paid by the company.
Anyway I need my mom.. I am sick and my mom is nowhere to be seen... Where are you, Mom?? Oh my, oh my... =(

Happy Birthday ppl... =)

Today is Thursday, 26th October 2006. 5 days more to go before the months of November starts. Today is still holiday for some of my colleagues as some of them from other department still in holiday mood and would be back perhaps tomorrow or the day after tomorrow or even by next Monday.. That's why today the roads are kinda free and there is a jam-free along the way to work.
How I wish my holiday did not end that fast.. I mean how nice if the break could last until this Sunday, 29th October. If that's the case, I can spent more time studying for my exam which I had been doing the starting of DeepaRaya holiday.. Slept at bout 4am to 5am everyday.. And wake up at bout 10am to 11am every morning. Sounds normal right? Well during that few wonderful burning midnight oil time, I was so happy although I was tired cause I felt that I was still young student I used to be few years back.. =) But now as my CIMA exam is approaching, I need lotsa energy to study and time to revise. But with my current working schedule, I would easily get tired and not able to cope up with my studies.. So what shall I do? Perhaps I should just take two week off before my exam and continue the midnight oil so that I could at least have the time to study for my exam and pass it all at one shot. =) So ppl pray for me ok as my time is limit and I need to time and space and energy to study for my exam.. Thanks..
Btw Happy 19th Birthday to you Adrienne and Happy 18th Birthday to you, Jia Hsien tomorrow.. May God bless the two of you that you two would continue to grow in Him more.. God bless you and have a blessed celebration... God bless... =)

Life in Ipoh Part 2

Well here's a brief blog bout my life part 2 which I had blogged bout since two days ago.. Here's an update to it..
Life in Ipoh is still normal.. Nothing special.. Went to Ipoh Parade to watch two movie in one day. Well that's kinda my first time watching two movies in a day. My first movie was Open Season.. Well the movie was quite ok.. Was laughable. But too bad I came slightly late for the movie. It was nothing much.. Something like Shrek 2 though.. With grizzly bear and a deer. One wants to be alone and there other one wants to make friends. At the end they became friends. That's all.. Nothing much.. Then 2nd movie was World Trade Center. Well the movie was quite okay too.. Nothing special. In fact it was a bit dull.. Well sleepy is the right word to put it.. There is not much action or sound effect.. Well what sound effect can they make? The World Trade Center had fallen since 5 years ago. Anyway the movie was sort of drama kind of movie. More on talking to each basis. A bit sleepy I would say. =(
Then today I went to Perak Chief Minister or Menteri Besar's Open House. The food there was kinda okay lah. But the ppl there were kinda glutton. In fact I met an old man who actually dropped the food on the floor. And then using his dirty fork and spoon, he throw at the clean plates. It is gross.. I mean where is the manners. Want to tell him off, I dare not.. Who am I to tell him things? But I felt uncivilised when I went there this afternoon.. Sad case lah.. Happening in Ipoh some more.. =( Anyway I believe this dirtiness does not apply to Ipoh ppl alone. I believe it applies to every part of Malaysia. In fact, when it comes to Ipoh everybody would be kiasu and rush for the food. And sad to say again, based on my observation the dirtiness are done by the Chinese. What a total disgust.. =( And they are ignorant bout it..
Anyway there are good part of Malaysia and yet there are bad part of Malaysia.. So which ever is better let me not judge but whoever wants to judge let them judge lah.. Me better keep quiet liao.. =( Okay lah.. My dad is waiting for me now.. Waiting for me to go home.. So see ya folks.. God bless... =)

Life in Ipoh

Life in Ipoh is quite happening.. I am back in Ipoh since Friday. Well nothing much to do in Ipoh and that is what I like about staying in Ipoh. No need to anything.. And one of my few wishes came true oredi.. I mean I am back in Ipoh. That's my wish though. To be with my parent and my brother.. And to do free laundry and eat free food. What is nicer than to sleep and eat throughout my life.. Not to say that eat and sleep are that important but I can have lotsa rest to energize myself when I go back to Petaling Jaya and to start my work back again.
Anyway I felt like I am a student again once I go back home to Ipoh.. Usually in Ipoh, I would stay out very late in the morning just to burnt midnight oil and sleep at bout 5am whereas in PJ, I can't do so. Don't know why.. Perhaps I do not have any coffee to make me stay awake to revise for exam. In that sense I felt that I am somehow or rather back to those time when I was busy and tired revising for my exam. =) Poor mom and dad for their electricity bills. But hey.. not every night I does that. In fact whenever I am back in Ipoh, I shall stay very late in the morning just to do my stuffs such as writing letters, night dreaming (without sleeping of course) and then studying / revising for my exams. And the next day I shall wake up very late in the morning before I headed for lunch and no more breakfast. Nice ler? =) It makes me feel young again although I no longer felt that I am young anymore. Just that I like feel of doing what I like to do late in the morning or shall very early in the morning. So my wish of staying in Ipoh does came true.. Perhaps I did not blog bout my wishes back in Ipoh but this are the wishes.. =) Well tomorrow I am going to watch Open Season.. It seems to be a nice animated movie.. Hope that it really a nice animated movie.. And it costs me RM5 per movie only using student card.. And my HELP Institute student card is still valid since the card would be expiring in 2010 and they changed to a never HELP College University student card.. =)
Anyway Raya is coming soon.. Just hope that I could go to Perak Menteri Besar's house (next to Ipoh Parade) for his Raya open house meal. I guess eating rendang and those free food does mean something to me. In fact it does. It means I could have a free buffect style food.. Either lunch or dinner I don't care.. But the main thing I want from his open house would be free meal and rendang. =) Yummy.. hmmmm.... =9 That's my latest wish.. =)
Okaylah.. Gtg oredi.. Need to go home soon.. Father is coming to fetch me home soon... God bless...

Christmas wish

I am still in the mood of wishing wishie.. After all we are nearing the end of October soon.. And then the month of November will come and without us noticing it, November would passes us by and then lastly but not lastly end of the year's month December would appear into our life. And this month of December for me as always is the wonderful month of the year. It reminds me that Christmas is apporaching. So here's my 20 wish list for Christmas... Here goes...

1. Christmas caroling (my favourite Christmas carol would be Ohh Holy Night and Silent Night and the rest of the Christmas songs)
2. Christmas tree
3. Christmas turkey (never had the chance to eat a turkey before)
4. Christmas star (if there is such thing la)
5. Christmas present
6. Christmas card
7. Christmas dinner
8. Christmas service
9. Christmas gathering
10. Christmas wishes
11. Christmas sketches
12. Christmas BBQ
13. Christmas kiss (if there is one lah)
14. Christmas hug
15. Christmas CD
16. Christmas movie (movies like Ernest saves Christmas - I felt like I am still a kid now)
17. Christmas memory
18. Christmas story
19. Christmas mood
20. Christmas desert

Can't think of any at the moment.. Will blog about it if I ever got wishes to wish again.. Otherwise that's all for my wishing brain now.. But at the moment, I would like to wish all the Indian a wonderful Happy Deepavali and to all my fellow Muslims and Muslimah, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.. Maaf Zahir Batin... =) God bless... Have a blessed 5 days break...

30 list of wishes and dreams... =)

Wish and dreams... I do not really dream when I am asleep.. In fact I rarely dream.. I am the type of fellow who dead sleep (tidur mati). Not to say I am really dead, but when I sleep I wont't wake up... In fact my house was flooded before and I was still sleeping at my comfortable mattress back in Ipoh.. But I do have wish.. Lotsa and lotsa of them.. =)
As end of the year approaching, I do have lotsa wish and dreams that had not really been fulfilled.. Not to say that I am going to die soon and I am starting to write my own will but rather I just want to blog about my dreams and wish before I actually really forgotten bout it. Perhaps someone out there who are really nice would drop by to fulfil my dreams and wishes.. Btw I am not saying bout you, SANTA CLAUS... In fact I do not believe in Santa Claus.. He is just a mitos which everybody had been talking about and it ain't true...
Anyway back to my wishes.. There are lotsa things I am wishing for that I hope that to get before I die.. I mean of course no one know when I would be dead, but I do hope that those dream and wishes would come true before I actually go back to God. (Btw touch wood first) Below are a list of 30 things that I want... It is not in synchronize numbers.. =) So here goes....

1. Car (a Proton Myvi will do)
2. New mobile phone (Nokia camera phone if possible)
3. A PC or a Laptop
4. A house or condominium (not preference.. anywhere will do)
5. Wife (hope to get married before 35 years old)
6. A piece of land for myself to garden
7. Digital camera
8. 10 cm taller than my current height (a bit lame but then still wishing)
9. Won a million ringgit just like how Suki won in One in a Million
10. Work-free or good career
11. Travel all over the world
12. Losing weight
13. Popular guy
14. Hope my parent is living a long long long and blessed life.... Yeap.. My parent would live a long and blessed life.. Amen.. =)
15. Have children.. Not too many lah... But two to three would do.. Too many, can't survive..
16. Be someone who can impact the world..
17. Become an author
18. Hope all my friends and my muis would have a blessed life..
19. Perhaps World Peace?? (Sounds like Ms World's answer now)
20. Tolerance in religious differences
21. Go full time into God's ministry (Serving God full time - perhaps it is tough but I don't mind leaving all things to go for His things)
22. Own a big piece of land to plant all of my trees, vegetables and even grass??!!!
23. Sleep more (24 hours a day also I do not mind)
24. Passing exam and obtain my CIMA certificate earlier
25. Have a good brain
26. Be more wiser
27. Be more humble
28. My family all accept Christ (Currently my mom and me are Christians while my dad and younger brother are not)
29. Be respected & be appreciated
30. Everybody that I know grows or accept Christ as their Saviour

I believe some of the wishes and dreams could be breakthrough easily and some not yet. Not this time.. But all in all let God's way being done and not mine.. God bless... =)

All I want.....

Here comes the month of festive season... Starting from this month October onwards, it would be a beginning of a whole months of festive seasons.. So here's all I want from this festive seasons..
All I want for Mooncake is lantern walk and I got it.. All I want for Deepavali is holidays and kenduri makan or open house.. Well I got the holiday.. But do I get to be invited for any kenduri makan? I wonder.. All I want for Hari Raya Aidilfitri is open houses. Hope that this Raya I would get it.. All I want for Christmas is presents.. I wonder would I get it? All I want for my birthday would be a new mobile phone, PC, new car, camera etc etc.. Wonder would I get it or not? Not to forget ice-creams..." ahem.. ahem.. ahem.." =) The ice-cream applies to someone who might read this blog but not to all.. I still want new mobile phone, PC, new car, camera etc etc... (I don't care...) All I want for New Year would be presents as well.. Wonder that also would I get it? All I want for Chinese New Year is angpaus and nice food.. Well I believe I would get it next year.. All I want from my compnay early next year would be bonus. Hope that after half a year or so after working I would be able to get some amount of bonus and also an increment... =) All I want for Valentine would be giving gifts to my loved one and also receiving something from them.. (Wonder would I get anything from my secret admirer - if I got one lah since I am still single) All I want for Easter is I am able to receive Easter egg.. I mean the Easter egg is not that important but what I mean is to glorify Him.. And this I want to do throughtout the whole year and not just on that day itself.. =) All I want for Mother's Day is to be able to give my mom her love and treat her with something special instead of just the regular KFC.. All I want for Father's Day is to show him (earthly) and Him (heavenly) my love to them as well.. As for my earthly father, I also want to treat him a special dinner instead of another regular KFC for dinner. All I want for Merdeka Day is to show my respect to Malaysia.. I do not want to sleep early on that day.. But as always.. I sleeps early and watch tv at home instead of being patriotic... =( And all I want for next year's Mooncake celebration is another walk.. Another potbless.. Another prank but not another cake throwing competition... =( Scare of it oredi..
That is all I want for all the festive seasons.. Hope that everybody have the same wishes and thoughts in mind.. Just that I still want the gifts mentioned above.. =) God bless...

I don't deserve it....

I was reading Nicholas' blog few days ago bout the hero thingy which ios ver true. But for the past weeks since the camp had ended, I felt otherwise. I had to agree that we are destined to be hero and leader of God. But I guess deep down within me, I am not able to. I mean lotsa time I felt that I do not deserve to be hero and leader for God. I don't deserve it cause it was not me who died on the cross.. It was not me who save the world from sin by dying on the cross. It was not me who got the mind to teach ppl spiritual thingy. It was not me who have compassion for the lost. It was not me who give love to the world. It was not me do miracles. It was not me who bless ppl surrounding me. It was not me who they listen to. It was not me care for the world. It was not me who anoint the believers. It was not me lead who the world to Christ. It was not me who gave peace. It was not me who gave joy. It was not me who is faithful. It was not me who makes me to become who I am right now. It was not me who can endure temptation and sin. It was not me who can organise things. It was not me who forgive others while I was persecuted. It was not me who can obey God. It was not me who perform miracles. SO can be I be CALLED hero and leader for God? I don't think so cause I don't deserve it.
So who deserve it? Well the person is known as Son of God & of man and His name is called Jesus Christ. He alone deserve all the credit. Cause He died on the cross for us all. He teaches us all spiritual thingy through the parables. He have the compassion for the lost. He love the world. (John 3:16) He does lotsa miracles during His ministry. He blesses everybody. Ppl listens to Him. He cares. He anoint the believers. He led ppl to Him just like a shepherd lead his flock. He gave us peace & joy. He is faithful even though we are not. He endure pain and suffering for us when He was mocked by the world. He organises His plan. He prayed to God everyday. He forgive others when others mocked Him. He perform miracles and the end only one of the healed person came back and gave thanks. So that's why He is the Leader and Hero of God.
So all in all, He is our ultimate Saviour, Leader and Hero. God bless..

23rd October problem is solved

Today is an unusual day for me. Today is a special blessing for me. Today God answered my prayer. Ok.. Let me explain what is so special today..
I had been very down lately. Down because I apply for my 23rd October leave late and not just that I could not get the leave because I apply late. The company is still working on that day although it is Raya Eve. Well almost everybody had applied for their leave and they got it. As for me and some unfortunate colleagues, we apply late. In fact I am the only one apply for leave late September while my the rest colleauges did not even bother to apply. What trouble me was the very fact that I would be staying alone in Petaling Jaya without any family there for me. I thought the moment government declared that 23rd October would be a holiday I would never thought that it would be just for civil servant and not for private sector. For me, my company is considered as half government and half private. For your info, I am working in UTAR. UTAR owned by MCA. Therefore it is half government and half private. So with that kind of thought in mind, I always hope for the best. And the best to get at least a straight five days holidays for festive season since the different apart between Raya and Deepavali is just 2 days away. In fact I was asking my colleague why the Indian do not want to declare 2 days off but content with just a day off for their Deepavali. Even the Sabahan and Sarawakian have their own 2 days off for Pesta Menuai.
Anyway as I am desperately asking God for a favour of which I never knew that God is in favour of it as well. I mean I believe all, at least most lah. Most of us would be desperately asking God for a favour but do we have the faith to believe in it. As a week plus has passed by, I was kinda worried. In fact my mom pester me to go home. I mean since she had brought the tickect on 25th October to come back to PJ. So if I were to work on 23rd Oct, I would need to come back to PJ on 22nd Oct and then after work the next day which is 23rd Oct after work, I would need to buy the tickect back to Ipoh again. The problem is, "is there anymore bus tickects to go back to Ipoh on 23rd October since it is Raya Eve?" Well I was worried.. Worried that I would waste the money. Worried that I would be alone in PJ while everybody enjoy their 5 days break.. So I prayed... And this afternoon while working, my boss called me and told me that he would grant me 23rd off. So I no need to come to work on that day. I was shocked. Sure or not? Well I believe that was what we always do. When we pray and ask God for help, we prayed super duper hard for God to answer it. When God answered it oredi, we tend to be shock. I mean sure or not these kind of attitude. The same like me. A lot of time I am like that. Pray, pray, pray and then God answered the prayer by saying yes. And I would like, "huh?"
With this blog in mind, I would not only want to thank God publicly for all that He had done for us but also a reminder to us all that God answer prayer. When He answer prayer, let us learn to believe and not "huh". =) Anyway with that in mind, let us also not to forget that we are just human being.. In all that we do, let us all learnt to live for Him and be faithful for Him and believe in Him..
Okay lah.. Wanna go makan oredi.. God bless... =)

Godly wisdom..

Well I had been wanting to know what is Godly wisdom. I am not able to know bout it and I had been praying bout it but a thought popped out into my mind and I felt that somehow or rather it does help me to understand what Godly is all about.
Let me say what I think of God's wisdom. First of all God gave us wisdom from the moment we are born. I mean we always pray for God's wisdom.. Well I still do though.. But God actually gave us wisdom the moment we are born. Just that we are not aware bout it. That's all. Examples of some few Godly wisdom. God gave us the wisdom to cry. We are crying because God wants us release our problems to Him. I mean when we are in a tense situation, we cry to God for help. We cry when we failed our exams. We cried when we lose the someone whom we love. We cry for lotsa reason.. And because of that God sees our cry and healed us from all troubles. Because of that God sees our heart of our motives in life. Would we cry because we want something from God but with a bad intention. No.. We won't. But we cry because we are too weak to handle a certain situation. This happens so that His name can be glorified.
God also gave us wisdom through our smile. We smile because we know that God is in control. We smile because our smile melt ppl's heart. We smile because we are living in simplicity. We smile because we are friendly and we can easily relate to them. We smile because smiling cures and is a stress medicine.
God gave us wisdom through our kindness. We are kind to ppl because God is kind to us. We are kind to ppl because by being kind we are glorifying God. We are kind to ppl because kind ppl would be blessed by others. What we reap is what we sow. If we are kind to others others would be kind to us. We are kind because God says so. Do good and be blessed..
God gave us wisdom through patient. We are patient to others because God is patient to us. He is slow to anger but quick to bless. We are patient to others because not everybody are fast learner like us. We are patient to others because we can easily relate with them. We are patient to others because by being patient, we can learn how to handle stress. We are not perfect. So therefore at times when others be patient to us, we can learnt to be patient to others. No one would be able hurt in terms of emotions, feelings, and physical abuse.
God gave us wisdom through love. We love others because God first love us. We love others because we want to love and be loved. We love others because it is God's command. We love others because no one is perfect and everybody have a gift of God given love. Even animals can show love to their babies. What more us?
God gave us wisdom through peace. We want peace because our God is peace-giving God. We want peace because we do not want to see ppl get hurt or die in wars or arguments. We want peace because God gives us love. So when God gives us love, we do not want hatred. Hatred comes from anger and arguments and satan is the lord of hatred while Jesus gives peace and His love produces peace.
Lastly but not least, God gave us joy. We are joyful because God bless us. We are joyful because the joy of the Lord is our strength. We are joyful because Jesus has conquerer death through His death on the cross. Satan is deafeated on the cross of Jesus Christ. As we serve God, we are also joyful when He conquerer the world through His Son's death on the cross and rose back to Heaven three days later..
Above are 7 reasons wisdom (if we want to call it wisdom) of what we makes us wise. There are lots more reason but above are some of it which had popped up into my mind.. So all in all let us live full in God's wisdom and seek Him alone. God bless...

Light of the world

Mooncake festival just ended yesterday.. Nothing much to celebrate though.. Just managed to eat some mooncake given by my mom and colleagues few weeks ago.. Other than that, I do not really celebrate mooncake festivals. Opps.. Before I forgot next Saturday I got a mooncake potbless or potluck. It is a belated celebration.. Hope that everything would goes well though... =)
Anyway just drop by to wish Happy Mooncake Festival to everybody.. Guess everybody have a wonderful celebration over there huh? I mean playing lantern and eating mooncakes... Good.. Just wanna share a thought of mine which had just came out of my mind... I love playing lantern. I guess a lot of ppl do.. Those ppl who said that they felt playing lantern is a childish game. I have two thoughts of those who would say that. 1st, it is either they do not have the chance to play lantern when they were young and 2nd, it is because they have a bad memory playing with the lantern. Perhaps something had happened to them and they dislike it and that makes them don't wanna play with the lantern. I mean I do not know.. Or perhaps because playing with the lantern makes them feel inferior.. Feel small.. I mean after all the latern are mostly played by childrens. As for me, I was not so fortunate like the rest of the kids. My mom disallowed me to play with the lantern cause she thinks if I were to follow other kids to go for a lantern walk, something bad would happen to me. I mean those were her thinkings when I was young. But now not anymore.. She do not mind me playing with lantern.. But sadly no family member of mine had seen me going for my lantern walk.. The only fortunate groups are the KDU Christian Fellowship group. That's why I love lantern walk.. I felt that it helps everybody to get to know each other easily and that is a good fellowship activity.
Anyway while I was pondering about mooncake, a thought came into my mind. The world loves light. I mean how many of us love darkness?? Each of the festive celebrations, be it mooncake, Christmas, Raya, Deepavali or even Chinese New Year, we will sure relate ourselves with light. We have lantern for mooncake. We have "pelita" for Raya. Deepavali is called the the festival of light and the Deepavali is filled with litting candles. And lastly although we Christians do not use light for Christmas, but by calling Jesus Christ the Light of the world, it is still Light. Just that this Light is not ordinary Light but then He is a spiritual Light that guide and helps us to go through the darkness of our life. And by creating light and separate it from darkness, it was God's very first command. It is taken in Genesis 1:3 - 5 (NIV)

3 And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.

And Jesus Christ is the Light of the world. So who says we do not use light in our walk with God. Everybody needs light. In fact every religion associated lights in their religion but our Light is the true Light that would shine God's glory throughout the whole world. And we are the the vessel of this Light so that this Light would be glorified through us.. =)
So let us celebrate not only mooncake festival but let us not forget Jesus Christ the Light of the world for without Him we would still be living in darkness... =) Happy Mooncake Festival... God bless...

23rd October 2006

There had been some happy faces and some with unhappy faces or more like worried and in fact some of them are kinda cool in the office recently. What am I talking about here? Well I am talking bout the 23rd Oct, the working day on Raya Eve and after Deepavali. I applied for the leave a bit too late cause I thought there might be a concensus leave for the company. I mean forced leave whether we like it or not.. Anyway I love it.. I wanted to spend more time with family but then due to because of that 23rd Oct, I could not.. But now there are chances that I could go back to Ipoh again since the ministers are thinking of making 23rd Oct a public holiday. Well I just brought my bus tickect back to Ipoh yesterday since I am not working on Deepavali Day which is obviously a holiday.. Normally I would be going back after work on Sat at 1pm and come back to PJ the next day if I ever go back but thank God this time I do not need to work but can have more with family..
I love going back to Ipoh nowadays. Don't know why but I felt that Ipoh's life is more peaceful. Last time when I studied in Ipoh that time, I was not so happy when I stayed too long in Ipoh.. But rather I would want to go back to PJ faster.. But now things has changed. I felt that after all these years struggling in PJ, I would rather go back to Ipoh and stay with family.. I felt that life in PJ is a bit stress.. In fact not a lil bit stress but more like very stress.. I even stress of doing nothing whereas everybody else is stress of their work. A bit abnormal.. Ppl had told me that Ipoh's life is also nothing to do.. But for me, living in Ipoh, although it is simple and perhaps dull, I still got family to be with.. That's not dull nor stress.. For once I would not be that worried if I need anything.. My family can provide for me.. I mean I do not need to worry bout food, nor lodging nor entertainment cause I have it all there.. My mom would cook for me, I got free room to stay and I can sleep more and spent more time reading or playing computer games or even writing as my leisure activites.. =) Not bad eh for a simple life? I am kinda addicted to Spider Solitaire.. So each time I am bored, I would spent time playing Spider Solitaire and listening to Gosh Groban and those oldies.. In fact I had tried spending bout 3 hours non-stop and playing the Solitaire while listening to worship songs like "Throught It All" and guess what? I managed to memorise the whole song without looking at the lyric. Not bad eh? =)
Anyway just hope that the government would approve the holiday so that everybody would enjoy the five days direct break from work to spent time with family... If that really do happen, I might be going to take another one day off on 26th Oct for a 6 days break so that I can even spent more time with my family.. With that in mind.. God bless you all and God bless Malaysia... =)

Passion

It had been a tiring day today. Well for once I had not had a proper sleep since a couple of days ago. Went for KDU Christian Fellowship camp in Port Dickson for three days and two nights. Well the camp was nice and cool.. I mean I had touched by God in that camp itself. It was not always I get a chance to have such a touch from God but well I did. =) That is one thing that still I get in the camp. Another thing is that I get to know lotsa new ppl there.. Get to know more friends... In fact I believe that I get to know my mui mui, Mun Yee better there too although we don't talk much there.. =P Am I right Mun Yee? hahaha...
Ppl always say please go to a Christian camp with an expectation from God of what you want God to do to you but for me, I do not have any specific expectation.. In fact I do not have any expectation whatsoever in all the CF camp I had really gone before.. To tell the truth, this camp is my 9th camp I went before since the moment I step into KDU. The only KDU CF camp that I do not go was in the year of 2000. No one actually told me bout it. They held it in Kuala Woh near Tapah, the famous SUFES campsite.. Anyway I do not have any regrets of going for this camp or any other CF camp. I felt touched by God cause He provide me everything and teaches me everything I need to know in all the CF camp I had ever go to before. In fact, I was having the passion of fire for God once before but now I still do.. Well I do believe in this.. Whatever we learnt in camps, whether it is a church camps, youth camps, or even Christian Fellowship camps, God blesses us. In fact His blessings does not cover only materialism, but His blessings includes spiritualism, friendships, sharings etc etc.. So let not allow the fire or the passion that God had gave to us be a waste. I mean if I were to lose my passion and fire for God, I would not be what I am right now. In fact I believe that we need even more than that... Passion for God is just the beginning of our Christian walk. We need more than that to allow Him to bless us. I believe in what Joram said the other day in the camp. We need more of God and not just satisfy with what we have right now. Cause I believe that once we stop asking for more of Him, that is the time when we will be stagnant in our spiritual walk with Him. Not just stagnant but we will also lose up a lot in this walk with God. I mean God sees our heart. If our heart tend to ask less of God or don't ask anymore, there is a lot of tendency that we would be living more in the worldly life. It is either we want more of God and less of the world, or more the world and less of God. There is no such thing as half half of both wants.
Well hope that all those who had came to the camp, they will not let allow their passion for God to die down. But rather keep it burning even more. Just like what Apostle Paul had said, "whatever trial or persecution you are gone through right now, it is also the same of what other Christian brothers and sisters in other part of the world facing right now." So be faithful in whatever God is giving to us right now and He shall expand it for us in time to come cause He wants us learn how to use it for His glory. And He wants us to learn to appreciate whatever blessings He had gave us.
Therefore lastly but not least, let us continue to seek Him and let no one, not even you and satan to lose the passion for God. God bless.. =)