New Cyber Cafe in Damansara Jaya....

Hey.. got something here.. A terribly good news here.. Good for those who seldom online like me but then still it is sort of good and bad as well for ppl who like computer games such as DOTA and CS.. Well there is this cyber cafe in Damansara Jaya, Petaling Jaya called BlotZone (formerly known as Silver Surfer) that offers unlimited online services and online games and even battle net games.. Well guess what? They are opening their services for free until coming Sunday (2nd April 2006). Wow!! Shall come here often lah.. Hopefully by the time I come here for the 2nd time, the place is still empty though.. Had been spending nearly three hours oredi..
Guess got to go home study and sleep oredi.. God bless and enjoy the facility provided here though... God bless....
Ps: This is my shortest blog ever though... I hope lah... =)

Birthday wishes... =)

I had longed for a new mobile phone since last year oredi.. Well I have had a local DIGI KL line since last year oredi. It was given to me for free. Well sort of for free lah.. Anyway a friend of mine gave it to me but with a condition I shall treat him a meal in KFC. Well I did and I got a free line together with a credit worth RM50 free in the line. I was like, 'Wow!! Not bad though.. RM50 and the sim card worth altogether bout RM70 and I just feed him with a KFC meal? Not a bad idea.. " Well that was I did last year. =)
Honestly saying since I got the 2nd line, life is never been that nice. Aaron can easily call me and talk longer, Joram had called me once or twice before using that line and now Mun Yee also can call me as well... Not to say that everytime I'm the receiver and they are the caller.. But there are times as well that I called them and they are the receiver. Anyway thanks for calling me, ppl.. I owe you all a lot.. =P Honestly saying there are lotsa free credit given though.. I think I started to like DIGI now but then I believe MAXIS is much more better than DIGI. Anyway no offend ya DIGI users.. =)
But then the problem that I am facing now is this. I do not have a proper phone to go with my latest DIGI line. Well I am now using my dad's old SAGEM phone.. It is pretty old though, sort of like born into this telecommunication world since late 1990s. Nothing much can be done though. Even their battery is going to deplete soon. Each time ppl call that no, I need to charge it 1st before I can actually talk to that person. Otherwise too bad lah.. =( I can switch my phone from the old SAGEM to my beloved Butterfly NOKIA 8250 but then my MAXIS is always in demand though.. Everybody seems to know that no and that includes my parent who would sometimes call me just for the fun of it.. So if I switch it here and there, how would they actually call me? So the main purpose of me blogging here today is to ask everybody this one simple question, "Do any of you want to change your old handphone for a new phone? If you have can I buy it from youl? Hopefully it would be in good condition and cheaper price. And hopefully as well it would be a camera phone. =) Cause I want to kept one camera phone and the other normal NOKIA phone like my Nokia 8250 so that when ppl want to whack me, I can use it whack them back.. (Just kidding) One cheap and the other expensive phone though.. =) So anybody got any stocks?
Not to forget as well, my birthday is coming soon.. Actually not that soon lah.. But then still coming soon lah.. On the way.. So you all know what to buy for me lah? =P *Hint* *Hint*.... =) Got to go now.. Waiting for the good news though..God bless....
PS: FYI, no forcing is allowed here... Just volunteering would be enough though... =P

My life's ambition (Part 2)

Hi!! I'm back. Again.. With my ambition. Well since I was small, I always loved animals. My family [I used to stay with my maternal grandpa, uncle & aunty (my mom's eldest brother) & their family, together with another uncle of mine who is still single. And as you know me, my bro and my mom as well whereas my dad lives in Ipoh] My cousin brother used to rear lotsa animals last time. Most of them are called as 'pet' but then he also rear animal which we called them as 'wild animals'. Well these are his so-called pet. Python, sea turtle (or in Malay it is called "tuntung"), rabbits, terkukur bird, parrots (guess you know what type of bird is that right?), dogs, chicken, duck, fish, [peacock fish, gold fish, arinowa (hopefully correct spelling) fish, flowerhorn fish, white mice, iguana lizards etc etc..] Can't really remember all of them right now. The place was really loook like a animal farm. I mean not really lah but then there are lotsa animals there and they are reared behind the house while in the front of the house, there is a large compound which can fit bout 10 cars though. I mean if there is a need to squeeze all the car together I think it can fit bout 15 cars.
My cousin brother used to build a big, big bird cage, with a tree planted in the middle of the cage so that his lovely birds can have their own freedom living and flying in it instead of a small cage and less freedom to fly. It makes me wonder. How nice if there is such a cage in the world? I mean I acquire a big piece of land and plant it with lotsa tree, fruit trees perhaps and sent all the animals or my so-called pets to the so-called fruit forest. But then there is a limitations though. The whole so-called garden or forest would be fenced. I mean from the end west to the end east and end north to the end south however big the land I acquired. I would be a splendid place to stay in though. One thing is for sure. There won't be any wild (a real wild animals or meat-eating animals) like tiger, elephant, lion etc etc that would be moved in there. But it is more like a Garden of Eden for the animals. I can imagine the wonders and the beauty of Garden of Eden before of course Man fall. The reason why I plan to plant fruit trees instead of the normal trees is because fruit trees helps the animals to survive without even having the needs to kill each other as their food. In fact I thought of it as digging a pond in the middle of the forest for the animals to swim and to enjoy freedom. Perhaps the water might dried faster though. But then since the pond is surrounded by the trees, it would be a cleaner pond cause the so-called trees are now the water catchment for the forest. And me, as the owner of the forest can actually build a small hut near the pond to watch the marvellous creatures of God living together in harmony, despite the fact that they might eat each other up if there is lack of fruit or other food. And if that really do happen, I would not hesitate to invite you all to join me to view such sighting though.
Perhaps I am a little bit too imaginative in all these desires and ambitions but then despite the fact that I imagine too much, it is still a good dream cause for the sake of our future we need peace and quiet. Admiring God's marvellous inventions and creations. But despite all things, we ended up arguing with each other, mocking each other and where God gave good things to us, we misus use it and make it into war and quarrels. How nice if the world is like what I had just describe? I mean I do not know whether ppl would love my dreams and ambitions or not but then for me, living in harmony and quietness is one of the scarce things in this world, with lotsa wars going on around in the world, quarrels, dispute between brothers, parents, friends, girl friend & boy friends, husband and wife, mom and dad, Christians themselves, leaders etc etc.. So when can we all grow up and learn to appreciate things of God and admire His creation? When can we learn to say thank you for all things? When can we learn to appreciate our life? Appreciate our family & friends? Etc etc etc..
Well that's my dream of course. Whether it work or not, let's hope for the best though. So anybody want to share my dream with me? =) God bless...

My life's ambition (Part 1)

Well I was once asked before in one of the previous KDU Christian Fellowship camp this question: "What is my ambition?" "What do I want to do or own?" Well honestly saying I do not know what to do say though. But then the is one thing that I like to do the most but then due to lack of encouragement and laziness, I seems to lose interest as days passed by. And this sort of "mega big ambition" is actually to become a farmer, owning hectares after hectares of land by myself. As everybody have their own dreams and our former finance minister Tun Daim Zainuddin loves to own banks and other important ppl owning other small or big properties, mine's is more into owning lands after lands.
The main reason why I wanted to own lands is because I am actually a nature lover and a forest lover too. Perhaps I am not that tough and strong enough as to be able to hike the highest peak in Peninsular Malaysia, Gunung Tahan or perhaps South East Asia's highest peak, Mount Kinabalu but then I would be happy enough to be able to stay somewhere near to a forest. It actually makes me happy by just lepakking there instead of shopping complexes. Hey.. as much as I was born in a city like Ipoh but then I was brought up in a small town somewhere near Sitiawan and Pangkor Island called Ayer Tawar. Well Ayer Tawar was once a small small town but now as the population increases, development also increases.
I used to do a lot of gardening during my high school time and also in Ipoh itself my parent own a back compound where I can actually use it to plant fruit trees. I had planted a few durian trees though and used to plant a few mango trees but was destroyed due to because my mango trees actually invites red ants and some other unpleasant insects to stay there. Well in the mid of 2003 when I was still a student, me and my room mate actually decided to plant vegetables at the front of our rented house because we were planning to save up some money. Thank God that everything went out successfully but then due to laziness to reap our harvest and cook it our own self (actually he is the cook) the vegetable is abandoned and no one is bothered to actually pluck it and to cook it. Imagine the interests that I got there. But now as the compound in Ipoh is left abandoned, I do not have the enough time to actually plant anything there and I always felt its wastage cause the soil if it is not taken care well of, the soil protein would be eaten by the wanted grass and weeds instead of given to the trees.
Well hopefully in future I shall do something about the compound and make it lively just like how it is shown in the movies 'The Secret Garden'. =) God bless...

Feline and Doggy!!

There has been a adorable kitten wondering around all along the row of shoplots in SS2 where SEGi college, AM Bank, Mc Donalds had been located. Well the so-called stray kitten does look alike like Aaron's housemate's kitten except that Aaron's kitten got a shorter tail than the one in SS2. The 1st time I saw it I fall in love with it. Well the kitten does not look like a kitten that carries viruses, full of wounds or bites but then its fur are clean. Well tried to catch it but then with my formal clothing on and even in the public, I can't just simply catch a kitten like a kid, right?
Well I was reminded of Aaron's kitten, how I love to catch it and play around with it, provoke the kitten and then let the kitten attack me. Well it is just for the fun of it and it means neither of us, human and feline alike hurt. Got a forwarded mail yesterday and this mail shows a picture of a Chinese lady caught an adorable kitten before she actually stepped on it to death with her high heel shoes. Imagine the organs and all the body part of the kitten all came out. I felt disgusted with such incident cause it is a cruel things to do. But then anyway I would not be able to know whether the picture is a real picture or not and the lady actually squashed the kitten to death with her shoes but then the picture is gross... Uuweekkk!!!!
Time for confession here though.. I had allowed a kitten to be killed early last year. It happened during last year's CNY in Ipoh. I was walking at the roadside where a cat was walking in front of me. Well me as being me, wiselled at the cat and the cat was shocked that it ran towards the road and knocked down by a car before it actually ran back to the roadside with its injured body and then disappeared into the thin air. With that I presumed or declared that the cat had just passed away. (I mean during that time lah) Well it is not to say that I felt the guiltness but then I felt bad though since I love kittens. And cat as well.. In fact, I love all sort of animals except of course dogs. Sorry dog lovers... I had a bad experience with dogs.. Not to say I was bitten by dogs (dogs never bite me though) but then I once have dogs and they are actually one dirty animal (to me lah). They are not the special breed type of dog though but more like a 'pariah' dog.. The reason I felt why they are dirty is because well, they love to run here and there and they usually ended up getting dirty. Sorry to say again.. We never really actuall bathed the dog. Well no reason given except that we are too busy to bothered about the welfare of the dogs. But still we do not treat them badly either. Well we allow them to wander around here and there and they are given freedom but no freedom to enter into our house. That's all. Sometimes I do beat the dog up when I got nothing to do. I mean I was bored that time. (Can't remember the actual incident why I beat the dog but then I admit I beat the dog) Come on lah. I was still young though.. And nothing satisfies me except hitting the dogs. But then they are still given freedom to do what they wanted to do.
Anyway as for cats or shall I say the kittens, they are usually taken into the house and they do us a lot of good things. They actually caught lotsa mices but then they don't bother to eat it up but to leave it on the floor for us to clean. But then I love my cats (I once have two cats - One is orange in colour and the other is black) The black cat scared of us a lot and would usually hide inside the forest. For your info, I stayed near a jungle once. Actually my house in Ayer Tawar, Sitiawan belongs to my maternal grandpa and we used to stay there cause my mom was a primary school teacher there. The surroundings of the house are full of trees. Jungle and even palm oil plantation. So the black cat usually hide inside the jungle and would come out when dinner time came. My orange cat would stayed in the house, as you know, lazying around. I would always play with the cat and the cat usually ended in my room with me. Imagine hugging a furry cat and treat like my pillow. They also don't care. So why I must care? But then that was last time.. What a memorable memory I once have. =)
So now ppl.. you all know what to buy for me for my birthday this year eh? No need to guess lah what present to buy for me anymore.. You all know oredi? Agreed? hahahahah... =P God bless....

Sicko is healthy now.. No more human flu... =)

Wow!! I'm back.. No longer the sick guy anymore. Recovering actually.. Thank God for that. Well now I can talk, jump, kutuk, shout, scream, run and disturb others, back to my official character though.. Wonder my recovery is a good thing or bad thing though?
Anyway read in The Star's Metro yesterday that last week in Jalan Alor, KL in order to promote chicken-eater again, one of the restaurant there slaughtered a few hundred chicken (not sure the exact amount) and cooked it all free for the customers. Some sort like chicken fiesta in order to say that it is safe to consume chicken anytime and anyhow no matter whether the chicken flu is affecting the country or not. Well for me, I still love chickens. I just ate a piece of big chicken rendang together with my ol' beloved nasi lemak (added some extra rice, mind you) and some sort of long bean (sort of like short bean oredi when I ate it) and the normal nasi lemak toppings such as ikan bilis (annchovies - hopefully I spelt it correctly) and a quarter of egg. And guess what? It costs me RM3 only. Well the only place you can get such a wonderful nasi lemak is SS2.
The place where I bought my 'this' nasi lemak is just opposite Wai Sek Kai, SS2. Well there is a internet cafe just opposite of Wai Sek Kai but the same row of shoplot as AM Bank and McDonalds and even SEGi college. But then the internet cafe is nearer to AM Bank. Well what I want to say is this. It is not the stall outside of the internet cafe, operated by an Indonesian lady but it is the stall, operated by an Indian couple. Their so-called 'stall' is actually a van where they sell their food in the van. I guess they do not have the permit legally from MPPJ. So instead of getting a permit, they sell it all their food in a van. Anyway one of the delicacies that I love that I can get from them is the fried banana ball. You know those type of food where we used to have it during our high school (my high school got lah but then I do not know bout yours?) They put the fried banana ball unto a stick and they sell it for RM0.20 per stick. (My high school time lah, of course!!) There are usually three pieces in a stick. Remember those sort of food? Well I missed those banana and love to it. But then too bad it is very oily. Eat too much can grow lotsa pimples. And I don't want that.. =(
Well that's why I said the sicko no longer a sicko but rather a glutton now. Eat.. eat.. and eat.. only.. =) Hey.. it is a blessing from God after all... hahaha...

A sick guy's blog....

I'm down with flu today.. Actually the flu started two days ago.. Well it is kinda because I did not really wrap myself with blanket when I went to my own "dreamland"... Now I'm a bit drowsy though.. Thank God that I do not have any bird flu.. Otherwise die lah.. Anyway touch wood lah.. I'm a healthy guy, won't get bird flu and I still enjoyed eating chicken though..
Anyway I was given lotsa medicine for my flu.. Well all thanks to Aaron cause he is my new medicine supplier. Well you can call him doctor if you want, but then whenever you are sick, look for him. (Just kidding lah.. Look for him also can, cause the medicine he gave you shall be his prayer to God asking Him to heal you) So what say you all? Dr Aaron..
Well wanted to get medical leave for later but then my supervisor did not allowed me but she ask me to medicine from Guardian though.. Well bought 8 capsules of flu medication yesterday and ate one and I became drowsy. Thank God that I survived the drowsyness because I took coffee.. Otherwise I shall fainted in the office though...
Anyway just came back from yumcha with Aaron. Thank God that later I'm working at 1pm. So got lotsa time to sleep and lepak.. But then hopefully I can actually wake up on time to go to repair my watch before I went to office..
Anyway time's getting late now. It's about 2am now and I'm still at Aaron's house onlining. Need to go home soon... God bless... =)

Sorry.. Sorry..and Sorry.. =)

There had been an extinction of freedom to speech nowadays in society today. Well wanted very much to write what I think in life today and yet there are ppl out there who thinks they are cleverer than us and even thinks they can outsmart us. (sorry, ego) I mean I do not think that I am any smarter but then hey.. after all it is my own opinion, deep within my heart that wanted to blurt out suggestions after suggestions to curb the illness of society of the world nowadays and guess what? I got myself a trouble, an enemy or someone that against what I thought. Some sort like a contender who thinks differently than me. Perhaps I am bit harsh but then sorry lah.. I am not that gentle ok? This is for the anonymous out there who want to argue with me bout the gay issue. Not to say that I purposely want to be harsh and not gentle but then what is not right should be said out and not keep inside within our heart, thinking that well, perhaps that troubled person can solve it by him or herself.
Come on lah.. Can we actually solve problems all by ourselves? If that is the case, there would be less suicide, less death, less abandoned babies, less divorce, less robberies, less unwanted incident and guess what? This world would be a very peaceful world for us to live in if we actually able to give advice to our ownself. There won't be any need for counsellors and even psyhology course would not be very much in demand anymore. In fact there won't be any need of policemans or even doctors to do all the savings anymore. That's why we need each other so that we can help one another. Someone to listen other ppl's problem and someone to talk, to share bout their problem. So here I am saying what I am thinking, deep down within my heart, saying what I believing in with a hopeful that it can save the world and guess what happen? Ppl come and scolded me for saying what I think is true. Actually I believe ppl love to know the fake answer, the answer that satisfies them and not the truth cause it can always hurt them. Well in order to defend themselves, they accuse me and my Jesus, saying that they hate Christians for saying things like that. Well then, tell me how to say things? I mean to encourage other ppl. And for once in my previous blog, I do not add the name Jesus in my blog and ppl start adding it for me, saying that Christians are like that. And blame all the Christian for just because what I say and believe is true. Is that correct?
And to cover themselves up, they identify themselves as 'anonymous'. Well tell me this. Who is scared of being exposed now? Anyway I am sorry if any of my word offended you all. But then I am still learning. I am learning a new things in life and going through a new chapter of my life. So I hope I shall be pardoned if any of my words offended anybody but then in all the apologizing, I still believe strongly of what I wrote in previous blog, just that I need to be gentle a little bit in my blogging.. =) Thanks..

Gay?? So digusting....

Lately there have been lotsa cases of gay issue happening around the world. Honestly saying to my very own thought, it is an alarming incident though to this world. Well for once pathetic ppl of the world are started to becoming more and more open-minded though.. Not like those older generation. Well for once I am trying to be old-fashioned in things that I do. (Perhaps I am oredi an old-fashioned guy though)
Anyway ppl nowadays think that they are getting more and more smarter. Perhaps outsmart God as well. Well in the Old Testament, it was during when Sodom and Gomorah were still existed in the world, they did the same thing. They have sex with the same sex. In fact there was once if I am not mistaken, the time when the angels came down from the earth to sent messages from God (I forgot who was the person) but then there are those wicked man (if I am not mistaken again), wanted to have sex with the angels. Imagine a guy having sex with a guy. I felt gross with all this incident. In fact I am totally against it. Can't really imagine those kind of 'things'. Then there were those times in Sodom Gomorah, they did the same sin as well.. Guess what happeend to them? God totally destroyed the place.
Back to the present. Well there are lota gay case happening around the world in this time round. What happened? Elton John married his long time gay buddy. George Michael is a gay. Then not that long ago, there are an incident in Malaysia where a gay friend (if I'm not mistaken) appeared. Heard that he is a Christian. What they all say? Well I can even quote their words. "I am a girl born in a boy's body. I like guys." Come on lah.. They are not girl or lady born in a guy's body. They are just being treated that way because perhaps their parent wants a girl but get them or perhaps the way they walk is too sissy and they had being teased for walking like that and at the end, they thought hmmmm.... perhaps they are girl after all.. Can't beat them, join them type of issue..
Well honestly saying, I think and believe God is fair. He do not create a guy, a girl and a girl, a guy. He created everybody with fairness. No one is too perfect but Him. So no one can claim they are the perfect creature of God. This happened so that no one can claim they are like God and can be God, like what satan did.
Back to story. Well the latest Oscar Movie for a gay movie is Brokeback Mountain. Well honestly saying, I have not watched it yet. Just heard bout it though. Well I do not understand why the audience i cheering for this movie and this movie gets lotsa award though. Hey.. come on lah.. Gay making love with each other is a nice movie to watch? Stupid lah..
Anyway my main blog here is this. As much as Malaysian ban the movie, let us pray for God's protection over Malaysians and perhaps other part of the world to actually against the movie cause it brings our moral value down especially the Christians. I mean if we all know that this action (I mean gay making love) is a sin and still have a gay marriages and those stuff of things, honestly saying we are bringing ourselves down to hell. We just let God show us no mercies though. God is a merciful God but please don't let God do something that He don't want to do on us. Don't lead our flesh destroy us but kill our flesh and revive our inner man. Pray and ask God to continue to inspire directors to make a movie which can brings lotsa Godly things in our life whether Hollywood directors or other director. Passion of Christ, directed by Mel Gibson is a good start though.. Prince of Egypt as well... Kudos to them.... =)
Anyway gtg oredi.. Just last word before I go.. If we can walk straight path (for God) to achieve our dream with God, why do we need to walk a crooked path (for devil) and lead to destructions? =)

Humility brought life

Humility. It is one of our beloved Jesus Christ's trait in life that had brought Him much suffering on earth. This is one of the main reason that, we, as a lost soul on earth becames His follower and a Christian, believing that we will live with Him in Heaven when we die. This humility is also reflect how God introduced love, grace. mercy, peace, faith, hope into our life. It was this humility of His that brought us life and give us abundance life with Him.

But then the devil knows that we are not perfect. In every single things that we do (almost all things), he shall find ways to twist this humility, putting proudness into humility, putting condemnation into this humility and the worst part that normal human being can take is putting lotsa humiliation towards each and everyone of us. How he do that? Easy cake for him. He (the devil) give us thoughts to slander, to tease, to condemn (without us, Christians or non-Christians alike realising that it was devil's fault), making us knowledgeable enough say that what we always say and what we always do is right, giving us ways of not spending time with God (I'm guilty of that) etc etc.. In fact it is not that we do not spend time with God. It is a fact that we do not spent enough time with Him. Well guess why it happened that way? We are bombareded with lots of unneccesary things like DOTA, CS, sleep too much (I'm guilty of that), talking behind each other's back, watching TV, swear words, kutuking ppl just for the fun of it, looking for attetion but not God's attention etc etc...

Nowadays we are easily accepted into a group if we can crack a lame joke, crack a most condemned joke of another person, always talking bout ourselves (how good we are and things like that), do not show any concern to another person etc etc.. Aren't we supposed to talk about Jesus (His salvation for us - so that His name shall be glorified), show concern for another person and be a Christlike faith children of His (to let them know that Jesus loves them), ain't we suppsoed to talk bout Him a lot, encouraging each other etc etc.. I do not mean to say we should be holy but then being holiness is what God wants from us. He says 'be holy for He is holy.' Ain't we supposed to be like that or do we have a new religion or a new god called 'humanly' religion? Are we supposed to call ourselves god to our own life? NO!! We are servant to a Master called Jesus Christ and He is our friend, our Saviour, our God and even our Messiah. Our life belongs to Him. So start following Him and obeying Him.

I am not trying to say that we can only be holy if we talk bout Him, showing concern over each other, by being faithful ( I mean I'm not that type of person also and I don't think you all does) and doing all those things without any love. I mean we can still watch movie, have fun together, go mamak, sleep, talk crap (but censored a little bit lah here and there - I'm guilty of that as well) but then I do hope that there should be no condemnation over the things that we say and don't make fun of ppl especially to me. Honestly please don't do that cause we won't know that sometimes it might hurt ppl whenever you cross over the border. Just behave like how a real Christian does. Don't give Christian any extra bad name after what the ppl of the world had called us as 'hypocrite'. Let us stop our 'hypocritesy' (hopefully correct spelling though) behaviour and start a new life again by being a new renewed Christian we ought to be. Christians' name had been tarnished badly because a lot of time we are the one who destroy it through the work of our evil mouth. Nothing good to say, don't say it at all.

Honestly saying, in my mind and my heart I got a lot of bad things to say about ppl surrounding me. That's why nowadays a lot of time I kept quiet and swallow everything within me cause if not the person whom I scold and make noise shall fall apart or I am the one who shall fall apart. God knows it and that is why I am writing it all down here so that there would be a changes, a good changes whenever I meet those ppl. (You know who you are though). Well if anyone is willing to listen, this is what I wanna say and I do pray that when I say this, ppl would change their character or at least commited to change. I admit I am not perfect and I'm not God. But if anybody is willing to listen and willing to change, there would be real blessing for you from God. Here goes:

1) Get rid of all our condemn words although it is for the sake of just a joke. Learn to be humble and learn to encourage each other. If you don't know how to encourage or you don't want to encourage other ppl (perhaps you think you are not worthy or don't feel like it), then stop all the stupid jokes and that is also a blessing for those who are suffering like me. =) I believe that God can still bless you.

2) Learn to take responsible for other ppl. Carry each other's burden. If you don't want to, sure. Why not? Just don't give other ppl your burden and your responsibilites and still it is a blessing. God still can bless.

3) Learn to care for other ppl and not hurt any of their heart. Learn to live a 'fatherly' or 'motherly' life and show all the concern to that particular person so that you shall reflect God's likeness and caringness. If you don't wanna to, sure. Why not? But then whenever you are down and sad, do not expect anything from other ppl though if they don't give any. After all what you reap is what you sow. By then if you regretted that you do not concern for others, then it is time to seek Him. It is better to be late than never. (Good proverbs).

4) If you are proud and always thinks that you know a lot (I was like that before but then hopefully I am different now to everyone's eye of course), it is time you think low of yourself. After all you cannot predict what is going to happen to the world or predict what is going to happen to Malaysia. Come on lah. You are not a fengshui master or even God Himself. You are just a mere weak human being, depending on God's grace to survive and to live on and you are not even any leader, what right is there for you to be proud. But if you are willing to change, start low and learn to be humble and no such words as you, yourself and you only come out from your mouth. Come on lah.. this word 'you' is not even 'You' (God). Get what I mean? But then if you don't wanna change, please stop saying and thinking that 'you' are wonderful, beautiful or even know-all-things in front of everybody. And if 'you' really wanna say, can. Say it in 'your' room, facing 'your' mirror and let 'You' judge. Sorry.. A bit condeming. Hope 'you' don't mind ya. =P

5) Lastly but not least, if anybody wanna listen to my last advice. Here goes... For those of you who are not popular and are currently desperate to become one, please don't be. Throughout all my life as a Christian, I am not the popular one. I'm the one being bullied, being scolded for things I don't do, being yelled at for not studying, for being no girls liking me (not yet lah) which most of my friend's got it oredi and some even ended get married etc etc.. You name it, I believe I got most of it lah.. =) That is why I am very low-self esteem, building up my spiritual life so that my low-self esteem would be gone, cleansed by God. Anyway back to the story. By being the unpopular, as far as I experience it, God sees our heart and by being unpopular, we actually sees the true picture of our life. We also sees the true picture of other ppl's life. That's why I can say so much things here. In fact long-winded too.. Sorry... But then if our heart is right with God, God can always use us to do His will, provided our heart is right and we are obedient to His calling. Anyway continue to pray and focus on Him. If you are naive, continue to be naive for Him. Do not just because of what ppl saying and make fuss about, it makes you wanted to know and try what other ppl experience before. Perhaps we are a bit slower than the rest but then guess what? Our future would be stable than them. Believe me in this. A good illustration would be this. If you had not smoke before, then please don't try. Even though there is peer pressure, stand firm in God and let God bless you and guide you. I can tell you this. God would be definitely bless you even more for not following other ppl's example. But just follow Jesus' example and that would be good enough. =) But then if you don't wanna listen, then go ahead and do what you think is right. Just don't influnece other ppl and there would be a blessing. Guess who shall receive all the blessings? The person who do not get influenced by you. You shall also receive your own blessing and that is by doing your own sinful desire. So think before you do or say anything for everything that you do would come back to you.. =)

Anyway guess I'm a little bit too long-winded here.. Guess I need to stop now for I'm going home soon.. God bless.. =)

Family Love

Family... Family is one blessing things in life that I believe that God gave us. Well besides His unconditional love of course. It had been a blessings all these while for the parents who have children as much as a child with their parents and their siblings. Well I believe that God show us His love using our family love as well.
I learnt that all the charities and all the things that we are doing in life for God should start from our family. We may consider perhaps our church as our family, or Christian Fellowship friends, our CG members, our prayer member or even our peers as our family but then the most important family besides our beloved Jesus Christ is our own blood family. I mean they are the one who have been staying with us as long as we live and they are the one who show us no discriminations (perhaps for some they do have) but then in all the things that we all do, they will still love us. They love us differently and with different ways. That's is one thing I believe that had make us live differently among each other and among our peers. A lot of time we brought in different family cultures into friend circle and that's where all the troubles came in. But then that's another story altogether. The main thing is still our family.
I still remember one of the CNY advertisement two months ago. Remember (for those of you who watched lotsa TV during that time?) there are this bunch of old grandmas who were boasting bout their beloved so-called son, telling each other bout how good and how successful their children are while they were sitting makan. There is this grandma who kept quiet during all those chit-chatting. Well after the rest of the grandmas finished sharing their son's proud achievement, they ask this quiet grandma bout hers. Honestly I am so touched bout what the grandma says and perhaps what the son did although (perhaps he got no choice) she was sent to the old folks home. She just gave this simple answer to the rest of the proud grandma. She just said that her son is doing good. Nothing to boast bout the son's achievement. And guess what the son did? He actually brings the whole family to visit his mom together with family. In fact they are going to Cameron Highlands. Well the moral of the story is this. Spent time with your family and you will gain wisdom. In fact it is always stated in the Bible that (10 commnadment) that whosoever honours their parent shall live a long life. Guess what? My parent did it and they are still kicking around and got no sickness. And I do always ask God to protect them and kept on blessing them cause they kept Him commandment although they are not strong Christian. (My dad is not a Christian while my mom is a Christian - a Methodist) Imagine that.
And as their eldest son, (like what ppl said - what you learnt from your family, you will bring it to the outside world) I learnt to love them and love everybody although I'm still struggling sometimes with ppl. I love them cause they are my family and they are the one taking care of me. Whether what they had did last time, I can't say 'I don't care' or 'Whatever bad things they had did to me in the past, I ignore bring in the same bad things into their lives, to make them suffer.' NO!! I can't do that... In fact these few days after I came back from Ipoh to PJ, I still miss them. Don't know.. Think of them a lot as well.. Honestly I'm not the type of person who can show my emotion that well towards my family. Ppl may think that they can see through my emotion but mind you, you have not the worst of me yet or the best of me yet.
That is one of the reason why I do not want to travel to other country or to other part of the world to work or settle down cause my home is where my parent are. That's why I choose KL. Not far nor near to them. I believe KL is the right place to settle down. Another I close this long long blog, just wanna say again to my family:

I Miss You All!!!!! Can I Come Back Home Now????

Lastly but not least, thank God for those of you who love your family despite all the troubles that they might bring you cause when God sees your endurance He sees your love towards them will grow. And when your love towards them grow, I believe your love, whether your Agape love or love for ppl will grow as well.. Remember this:

When You Wanna Love Others, 1st Love God And 2nd, Love Your Family. That's When Your Love For The Ppl Will Grow.... (Well that is my own opinion)

God bless... =)

Routine life blogger...

The computer in the office is pretty slow nowadays. In fact it always was. But then never knew that it is extremely slow that I can't even wait to log off cause I have just an hour for my lunch and that is the only time I can blog and do checking my mails, friendsters, and even checking other ppl's blog.
Anyway had not been really online except blog and checking other ppl's blog nowadays. Guess blog is now the 'in' thing online. Last time, email acc such as 'yahoo' and 'hotmail' was a big hit followed by 'communityzero' and later 'friendster' before this blog come into the picture. In fact a friend of mine had mailed me since Feb 18th and till now I had not reply her yet. Well not to say that I do not want to reply her or anything but then I'm just pretty occupied with things to talk and to blog about that I do not have the time to 'friendster' all my friends from friendster. In fact I had not been joining msn for sort of like a week cause too busy with blogs. Well honestly, I got no comment though. Just that what I blog here would be an inspiration to myself and to the ppl around me. =) Honestly saying again, this computer that I'm using right now is pretty pretty slow. In fact it is very hard to open a 'yahoo' account. I don't think that my company's computer is down. (which I hope it would not be happening) Otherwise it is considered a waste of time to do so cause I skipped my lunch time just to blog though. But nothing to worry about here cause I had my early lunch bout 10.30am so that I could blog though.
Anyway nothing much to blog here but then what I am saying here right now is also a blog. There got to go now.. Just to spend some time here crapping around and make my blog full of words. hahahahahah..... =P

The phobia of office phone!!

Telephone was one of my favourite object. I love to chat on the phone. Thank God that Alexander Graham Bell invented it long, long time ago... Well I used to be until...
I'm currently working as a phone operator as well as normal administrative assistant in my company. One of my job is to receive calls and transfer all the calls to a particular department, and to the person in the company. I am also invovling in calling a particular person to pick up the cheque whenever the cheque is ready and also required to call a particular person if there is a cancellation of class. Well the job was fun at first. But then for the the past few days, it had been a nightmare. Well there are some so-called 'idiots' (sorry for using such words) who gave us their no and their name but then when we called them, there is no such person. An eg conversation would be like this:
Me: Hi!! I'm calling from ........ Can I speak to Au Weng King (real name of the person)?
Stranger: Looking for who? Yea!! I know. I'm working.
Me: Au Weng King.
Stranger: I know I'm working but you are looking for who?
(Suddenly there is a silence before the line cut off. By who you may guess? Of course by me lah. I called this guy Au Weng King twice though and it makes my ear painful, calling all bout 30 ppl just to inform them there is no class tomorrow.)
So imagine the frust I get from this call that I'm supposed to make to inform that Au Weng King bout the cancellation of class. Well if tomorrow he came back and scold my colleagues, I hope that he would be taught a lesson. If he wanna give his phone no., please give the exact no and not the wrong no. Otherwise he don't have to give though.
This is another funny conversation. The guy that I am calling is actually from China. Guess what happen when I called up? Same no that was given by him long ago, mind you.
Me: Hi!! I'm from....... Can I speak to Wang Yan?
Stranger: Hey.. cari siapa?
Me: Ah.. Cari Wang Yan.
Stranger: Siapa tu?
(Suddenly another silence past by before the line was cut again. Again you know who cut it off lah? =) Nothing to be proud of but then very tiring. Furthermore his voice so soft & the line was not that clear. Guess he must be not at his house though. Otherwise, the line would be very clear. For goodness sake lah, where in the world is there a China man knows how to speak fluent Malay? If there is one, I can say that that person is super good in languages, don't ya think so?)
Well that's was a few conversation incident through the phone that had happened to me. But then nothing is more terrible than last night. While still working, "L" called and wanna talk to me. But then there is a phone call form the outside. So I need to pick the phone up. Guess what happen after I go back to her after the phone call? She scolded me for don't know how to answer calls. What the crap?!!? Was super pissed-off as though she knows how to answer calls lah. When she called me and talk to me, the 1st thing that came up from her voice is scolding words. Thank God I never come out all '*7^%i8*$@#@!' (Sorry for the word) cause I was super pissed off oredi. Otherwise she would have get it all from me. That's a no good mood type of me. =P
Anyway for the rest of you especially to Mun Yee and for Mun Yi (in case I wanna call you), it's not to say that I don't love house phone anymore. In fact, I love it to the max cause it saves my money since you two are local, bred and born in KL. I can talk more and save more as well. But then I never call you nowadays Mun Yee cause I'm too busy working though. Reach home tired oredi. As for you Mun Yi, I wanted to call you from very beginning, but then still the same word goes to you. I'm tired and lazy to call you. Hope you two don't mind ya.. =) And for the rest of you, I will call you whenever I'm free okay? And just wanna informing everybody here, I still think mobile phone rocks. In fact I believe Nokia and Siemens rocks. Anybody agree with me?
Got to go now. Class started oredi.. Bye & give me a call, would ya?? Thanks.. =)

A good news that's worth telling....

A good news to tell!!! A good news to tell!!! Well I just received a confirmed CIMA exemptions that I managed to get the enough exemption for me to start my CIMA classes and exam and to proceed on of fulfilling my future. Thank God for that and thank you everybody who had been praying for me all these while, the KDU CF advisors and the renowned KDU CF committee and also their members. Thank you very much ppl for all the hard work of include me in your prayer list. =)
I remembered few days ago I was very depressed and anxious bout my exemption, thinking that I would not be able to go for CIMA classes and the exam anymore since my previous exemption are not good enough for me to study in PJ. Instead of studying for the exam in PJ, I had to go to KL to further the study which was tiring for me though. But now all these are no longer needed anymore since I am given a full exemption for my exam. Thank God for all that. =)
God is good all the time.. =)