Word of encouragement

These few days I had been thinking about a lot of things. I mean I had been asking God about my life, my direction and my path. Well I do not really get the right direction yet except that I do have a few options and now reconsidering about all those options though. Hopefully that I do get correct move from God.
Anyway I always felt that I am living a life like Job. Honestly saying, living a life like Job makes me very discouraged and dull. Now my main discouragement in life is not only I do not get any answers from God yet but rather I do not really get support from friends surrounding me. Some even told me that perhaps it was my fault and carelessness that the chaos happens to me. Not only that, with my years of knowing God, there are friends out there who expects me to stand up and rise again once chaos happens. I mean since I am a believer for such a long time. Well it was so easy to say that but it was and still is hard to act to rise up and continue on the journey though. Ppl always forget that despite that being a Christian for such a long years, I am still a normal human being and am not perfect. I am not much different that the younger believer in term of faith. But perhaps I am a little bit more faithful that them but that is just all. I am still struggling and living a life of uncertain. I felt that there is not much of words of encouragement in life though. The only things ppl love to say is this: "Do not compare the past but looks towards the future." I am looking towards the future but with lack of encouragement from ppl I can go nowhere. I am just hoping that the current and future would be better but it ain't better. In fact it became worst. When I need encouragement, ppl tend to ignore me. They expect that being a long time Christian, I am able to help myself and believe in God for Him to help me. I wish I can but just sometimes it is easy for words to come out from our mouth but when some bad things really happened to us, it is hard to practise our faith. I am not being hyprocrite here but rather I felt that is the truth of our life. So I believe that everybody needs encouragement whether you are Christian for 20 years or Christian for bout 3 months. The more encouragement we get the better. No one should be neglected.
I believe the word of encouragement is important though to reassure our faith in Christ when bad things happened. It helps to get rid of all the negative, evil thoughts in our mind, believing in things we are not able to believe when we actually face problems. One thing I learnt here is that despite the very fact that we are told that being a Christian, we would face problems in our walk with Him but we actually do not know what kind of problems that we are going face. And different ppl have different amount of faith in Christ that believe we are able to overcome the problem by His grace and maintain our positive thinking in life. Some might be more and some might be less. So ppl be gracious when you are talking to the ppl who are facing problems. Do not always think that those who became Christians since they were young have faith more than the young believers. You might be surprised actually the younger believer actually have more faith than the older believer, who had known God for years.
So learnt to encourage ppl no matter they are older believer or younger believer for when it was time you have problem to face, there would be ppl there to encourage you. Perhaps a younger generation than you. Like what Bible says, whatever a man reaps is whatever he shall sow. (Galatians 6:7) God bless...

Life's a test

I went to church yesterday with a angry and burden heart. Well I was a bit pissed off with God because a lot of things I do was not fulfilled. A bit hurt though. Actually not bit but lotsa hurt. Hurt because I loses a lot of things in life and hurt because I prayed and God neva answer me. =( But then He told me something through Pastor Prince yesterday as he preaches to us all. Well in all things ask until God answered. P.U.S.H. means pray until something happens. Well honestly I know all these terms and all these things that I should do but then I do not do anything at all. Expecting Him to help even though I do not put my effort into it. Well God then told me through Pastor that I should keep on praying. Not just praying but ask Him for a clearer mind and clearer picture of my life, of what does He wants me to do.
The tilte of the sermon was "The second touch" and it really hit me cause I am in pain and suffering. Well I can't actually elaborate the whole sermon but then what I remembered is that I need a new touch from God. God allows thing to happen for a reason and that is for His reason. Nothing else. No one gone through blessings without gone any sufferings. If we suffer form Him, we need to know how to stand and rise up again. Not just that, we need to also know suffering for Him means He knows our troubles and will lift us up when the right time comes.
Well in this new beginning of perhaps a new job, I am hoping and praying for a new direction and path. In fact I am praying for more of His wisdom and knowledge, to help cope out with my streesful life. Hopefully everything turns up well.. God bless... =)

Breath of life - God's blessing to us

I just finished my CIMA exam today. Well not very sure whether the questions I do are correct or not because although I prepared for it earlier, I was too tired to remember all things and as the matter of fact, when I tried to remember all things, I actually jumbled up all the definition of different theories and different understanding. So in order to actually intend to pass my CIMA paper which the passing marks is 50%. Well the paper is not that tough but the marking scheme is tougher and stricter. =( But anyway I am free at last.. Free like bird, free from job and study at the moment. =)
Anyway a thought came into my mind about blessing though. This tought came into me like this? What is the proof that we receive God's blessing in our life? I mean the first we receive His blessing? Well this thought came into my mind. Hopefully it is God's wisdom that helps me in understanding this and not my own thought playing around in my mind and distract me. I remembered I read in the Bible that God 1st breathed Adam into a living being through his nostril, the breath of life. The Bible verse stated for this word can be found in the book of Genesis 4:

4 This is the account of the heavens and the earth when they were created. When the LORD God made the earth and the heavens- 5 and no shrub of the field had yet appeared on the earth and no plant of the field had yet sprung up, for the LORD God had not sent rain on the earth and there was no man to work the ground, 6 but streams came up from the earth and watered the whole surface of the ground- 7 the LORD God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being.

Well I believe that is how the Bible stated to us clearly His 1st blessing into our life and that is our very own life. It is shown in the Bible how God really loved us and want us for Himself. Otherwise He would not be that bothered even to give us something that of His which I believe is so precious to Him, the breath of life so that we can live in this world. He did not gave it to the animals that He created and He do not even gave it to the plants that He created. He just gave it to us. Well I believe He knows that we might lose this precious blessing of His and yet He said that He is willing to give it to us so that we can use it to glorify Him. He did not say, "Perhaps He should gave this blessing to us for a try or two to the test us whether we can take and keep this gift or not. " He just gave it away so that with this life we can see wonder and life that He had created. Not to forget all the marvellous miracles He want to show us. All this gift is being given to us by just believing that we would have it and use it for His own glory. And that blessing is still alive in us and making us still kicking and punching and living for Him. Without this blessing we would sure be dead. So let us not waste this blessings and who says God never gave blessings. He gave it long time ago, through Adam, through Jesus and through us. So let us waste His effort and lose it permanently. Count our blessings and make sure that we keep on fire for Him and make His name be known forever and ever and ever although we are always in the midst of losing this blessing. God bless us always and let us make full use this God given breath of life wisely so that we can always pass the baton of fire to the future generation. God bless..

The Da Vin Ci Code

In conjunction with the new release of The Da VinCi Code today, I would like to say something about that movie, written by Dan Brown. 1st of all, the movie is just a fiction movie and got nothing to do with Jesus Christ, though it is somehow or rather meant to demolish the image of our beloved Jesus Christ.
I know there are a lot of ppl out there who were cheated by that movie and someone I know today called me to watch the movie together this coming Sat. Well honestly I can't make it though. Not only because I got exam next week but the very fact is that that movie is trying to blamsphemy the sovereignity of our beloved Jesus Christ and His Lordship by stating lots of false claims. Honestly saying at 1st I planned to watch that movie to wonder how terrible that movie is until it can help to lead to disbelief of our fellow Christians brothers and sisters. But then I changed my mind. For the very fact that ppl tend to come to try smoking in order to understand how a person can actually get addicted to smoking can also actually lead the good-hearted-wanting-to-help-the-addict to curb their bad habit shall eventually bring themselves down to the very point that this time they not only need to curb other poor smoker addict's bad habit but theirs as well. Likewise, as much as I believed that after watching the movie I can still stand firm in God's truth, honestly it is hard to say though. I mean in that sense there are a lot of Christians out there who thinks they are strong enough to watch that movie but eventually they themselves fall.
Anyway these are few points that I would like to make based on the rumours and the promotions that the mass media had made about the movie. Well 1st of all, the story itself is fictional and not true although it may sounds like the movie itself is exposing the secrets behind what we believed in Jesus Christ. Whatever things written in the Bible are accurate. Every little things and words and even the commas in the Bible are all accurate according to what God says. I mean there is no hidden agenda in it. Personally as a Christian, I believed in what Bible says but I do wonder why certain things happened which I can't make any conclusion out of it. The same goes to the rest of us. And we as Christians should believe in the Bible because Bible is life-giving book. It gives us life and help us to find our purpose in life. Read John 1. John 1:1 says,

"1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was with God in the beginning. 3Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. 4In him was life, and that life was the light of men. 5The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it."

So who is this Word who claim Himself Word, and who is this Word who was with God and was a God? Well His name is Jesus Christ, of course. A lot of us had read the Bible and I believed that a lot of ppl as well had came across this John 1:1 - 5 before they actually read the book or either watch the movie. So what is the outcome of this verse? It shows that Jesus Christ is the Author of the Bible and when we read the Bible what do we gain out of it if we follow what is written in the Bible? Of course we receive His blessings. And we do that because we obeyed Him. And how to obeyed Him? We read His Word. So in another sense, we received blessings because we believed in what He said in the Bible whole-heartedly. And now a new doctrine came and a lot of Christians fall into the satan's trap. Well his trap is putting a new doctrine using this writer by the name of Dan Brown who faithfully obeyed the instrusctions of satan. Bible do said that, in Matthew 4:8 - 9 where it said,

"8Again, the devil took Him (Jesus) to a very high mountain and showed Him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. 9"All this I will give you," he said, "if you will bow down and worship me."

Well guess what at the end? Dan Brown accepted satan's offer and he became a best selling author. Well he gained his fame and glamour as the kingdom of the word. A not-so-famous author became best seller in a short time like this. Not bad for a author like him. Everybody started to know him because he wrote the mind-provoking book and stirred up the Christian community of the world especially the Catholics.
Honestly saying as much as I learnt this, I believe in Jesus Christ and His coming but not on His marriage with Mary Magdadelene. Whatever is not written in the Bible I do not believe in. I believed in the Author of the Bible and not author of the Da Vinci Code book. So if anyone who read the book or watch the movie and think that what the Bible said is wrong and felt that the book is accurate, then pray to Dan Brown for help in future. Cause he is the author of the Da Vinci book while me as a Christian shall continue to pray to our beloved Jesus Christ because He is my only God. He had blessed ever since I read the Bible and accepted Him as my personal Saviour and Lord. Well there is a challenge I want to ask Christians who had read the book or watch the movie and believed that what the Bible says is wrong, go and pray to Dan Brown in future in case you want blessings because the author of the Bible is God Himself and we prayed to Him because we believe in what He said in the Bible. But for those who do not believed in what Dan Brown is writing and treat the Da VinCi as fictional book, please pray for those who were diverted from the truth of Jesus Christ. In fact if anyone of us who had diverted from the truth of Jesus Christ after reading the book and eventually come back to Him, please ask Him for forgiveness and pray that He will give you wisdom of how to handle ppl when they asked questions about the book and the Bible.
I also wanna thank God that depsite the movie is still shown after lotsa complaint, churches are started to unite to preached the truth about the Gospel of Jesus through sermons, seminars and even talks. It is of course an eye-opening to know that Christians of the world are still the caring ppl they used to be. Well is it time to bring the lost soul to Christ. As always the harvest is ripe but the workers are few. =( But let us do our very own best by God's blessing to reach out to those who are lost and looking for answer. But in all that we do, let us remember Him 1st in prayer before we actually reach up to them, ok? =)
Honestly saying I do not really know bout The Last Supper's painting and those Priory but the descendant of Jesus Christ from His marriage with Mary Magdalene is a total blamsphemy. I mean which part of the reader's eyes is blind (a bit provoking though) that says the whole book of Da Vinci Code is a total fictional. Anyway what the Bible is very true. Satan can actually changed himself to become the angel of the light. How I know that? Well the very fact that nowadays series like The Ghost Whisperer, Casper, the friendly ghost, Dead Zone, The Hospital Kingdom (created by Stephen King) etc etc.. contains a lot of horror segment. Well a hero who are not so scary or sort of like good-looking saved the day. Well I do watch such shows stated above such as The Ghost Whisperer because Jennifer Love Hewitt is the main actress but then I am mindful enough that despite the very fact that the horror movie such as The Ghost Whisperer shows a good and touching ending for the dead after their so-called task to meet up with their loved one had completed, let us not forget that in this series, God's or shall I said Jesus' name is not being glorified. In fact it actually glorifies satan's name cause even a so-called spirit in that movie potrayed as a good spirit. Honestly we are all blinded by the very fact that the spirit roaming around the world and acted like a ghost either to scare us or to become our friend are actually came from satan. Understand what I mean? And guess what? We treated it so lightly. In fact I am so guilty over such a matters though. =(
Anyway hope that in all the movies that we watched or are going to watch, let us be mindful that not all the movies are good for us and let us have a self-controlled over movies that we should not watch. Despite the very fact that our country have a board called censorship board, let us have our own personal censorship board so that our life would not be affected by it. Well the same goes to me though. Okay lah.. Got to leave my blog soon. Time flies fast though.. hahaha.. God bless..

Today

Life here in Ipoh is very peaceful. In fact not just one peaceful city for now, but it was also very cheap lifestyle. I came out just now to watch Mission Impossible 3 In Ipoh Parade's GSC and guess what? The price for the movie is RM5 with a valid student ID card. Well though I am no longer a full time student, but then I still can get discount because my HELP Institute ID card is still valid to be used. I asked them whether if any new movie came up is the movie price same if I gave my student ID card? Well the cashier says yes.. Wow!! That is so nice.. =) It is as though I am paying RM10 for two person if I were to watch it in One Utama's GSC..
Anyway now life is back to normal to me.. Busy studying for exam.. Well just back from Ipoh Parade's TESCO formerlly known as Parkson Grand. Bought a big packet of Ipoh Old Town White Coffee.. Mind you.. This is made in Ipoh. Not any Tom, Dick and Harry country or state.. Famous White Coffee.. Well tonight I do not think I would fall asleep but rather burn my midnight oil since I am not working at the moment but busy studying for exam.. =) Anyway life here is pretty okay though.. Thought of settling down in Ipoh and find job here but there is not many job available.. Furthermore the pay is not that good here compared to KL or PJ. Anyhow, anyway would find new job once I finished my exam next week.. All the best to me though... God bless me...
Anyway got to end my blog here cause I am using the net in Ipoh Parade here.. Quite expensive though.. An hour RM2.50. Where can like that one? =P So need to type my blog faster or I would have to find ways to pay them.. Got to go now.. God bless... =)

Happy Ending and Happy Mother's Day...

Today is my last day of working in SEGi college. Well time flies. Was very innocent when I first joined in the company but now still innocent except that I've grown a bit. =) Anyway a bit bored here. Cause nothing much to do. Just spent times lepakking around. Later after work, two of colleagues would take their last opportunity to treat me one last meal before I officially chow from the company. Kinda miss the company though, the colleagues in the company, the friendliness and the kindness they gave me etc etc..
But at the same time, I am also so happy cause I am going back to Ipoh tomorrow noon to see my mom and gave my mom a big hug, wishing her Happy Mother's Day and perhaps treating her some nice food outside. Would also be back to Ipoh to prepare for my CIMA exam which is coming soon, on the 24th and 25th May 2006. Will life is not simply and easy though. But then it is worth my time, spending time with parent and try to put down weight. Hopefully I am able to that cause I found out that I have gained some weight though. I mean nowadays most of the night I shall go out and buy some bread as my last meal for the day, supper. Hopefully when I come back from Ipoh and preparing to scout for a new job, everybody would start commenting on my weight. Words like "Oh my goodness, Lik Ee.. You had lost weight." Or "Can you believe it? It's a miracle. Lik Ee had lost his weights." Anyway I hope all those would come out from everybody's mouth though although I may more than normal when I am back in Ipoh especially supper time of course. I had not been really eating instant noodle for such a long time oredi. Found it very tempting though. So each time I went back to Ipoh, I shall make myself an opportunity with instant noodle. And this time, I shall make most of my opportunity eating instant noodle for my supper. Not to forget, indulge myself with a packet of Ipoh Old Town's White Coffee every night. Love it to the max though. Wonder how many kgs would I gain during those so-called two weeks of staying in Ipoh? =P
Anyway just wanna wish everybody a blessed Mother's Day. Please give our mom a call tonite or tomorrow to wish them. At least a call would do. They deserve it. =) God bless and Happy Mother's Day.

Life imparter

Two of my colleagues quit their job today. Well misses them oredi. One of them is my department colleague. Well she is very nice and kind. I guess she tolerates my character a lot. Btw she is 30++ to 40++ years old oredi. Always disturb her and she scold back sometimes but then I will melt her scolding with craps and craps of mine.
Just now hug her before she left. Well her hug seems like my mom's hug. Well in the time when I lost my money and receipts, she helps and guides me a lot. I mean in a lot of things especially in how to handle students and handle other tough things. Well at first glance she looks fierce especially she don't smile much. But as I know her better and better, she is friendly and kind. She is like a big sister to me. Helping this little brother things that he do not know.. Hard to find such a good and nice lady.
Anyway a lot of staffs in my company had know bout my resignation. And most of them shows concern to me. Some of them are willing to give me a treat on Saturday (my last day of work). Well I felt very grateful despite this short term of me working here, there are angels that I believe sent by God to help and guide me. I mean it is very hard to get them to help. I mean they might not be able to help in term of financial but in term of advice (intangible stuff) are also good enough. Well all of them are very friendly though.
Well honestly I found out that there are staff in the company have a very grateful heart. They actually wish every staff farewell before they call the day off. I mean they wish everybody before they left. Well for this lady that I had mentioned above, I believe she had did a lot of good things that a lot of staff in the company miss her. Me included. Guess she had done a lot of imparting that had melted ppl's heart. Otherwise no one would miss her. But then all the best, Miss Janet. Well thank God that the world is getting more advanced. We have emails, sms and even the traditional way, letter writing. Otherwise we can't email, sms and write to each other. =)
Anyway with all the words that I am blogging right now, I do hope that I am also one part of SEGi staff that before I leave the company, I am able to impart good things into other staff's life. Pray that in all the things that I did, ppl would remember not only me, but in all things ppl would remember God's wonderful deed to the every person's life He had imparted. And I do hope that I shall be one of them. Every way I go, I hope to become a role model to everybody I met and who I know so that these ppl would be imparted by God to serve Him more. Amen.. =)
Anyway 2 more official working day before I actually quit the job. So hopefully within this two days good things would happen and I do not lose anything anymore. God bless.. =)

Life after 15th April 2006

A lot of ppl had showed concern over my latest condition, I believed after they read my latest blog. Well truthfully saying, after all these things had finalised yesterday, I am very much relieved though. I was pretty worried of how should I live in integrity and tell the truth rather than lying to the management and yet at the same time retain my job. I even prayed that I do not need to lie to get back my job or lose it. I mean despite the fact that if this is what it intended to be, let it be. As long as God knows that I am innocent in these things it would be good enough. At least I got the King of the kings' approval and support.
Well I believe I would take this opportunity to study for my CIMA exam which would start on 23rd April till 25th April 2o006. Well life's tough. In fact I believed mine is tougher cause in order to live righteously it is not easy. It is tougher. If we want to live secular righteous it is tough but if we want to walk spritual righteous (which in fact walk with God, persecuted by ppl for believing in Him) that's tougher. I mean non-believers can also walk righteous though. They walk righteously either based on their own principle or based on their own religion. It is a tough life enough but what is more tougher is our walk with Jesus Christ. Reason is we are walking righteously in a living God's way. In fact because Jesus Christ walk righteously with God, He was still sentenced to death. What more, us His follower?
I can just bluff my way through and claimed that someone else took the money and put the blame on other ppl. But I was reminded somehow or rather by God, or by my own conscience that no one should be blamed on this. We stand right for ourselves and for God's glory and He shall lift us up. Nothing is impossible for God though. Perhaps sometimes I do think that it is impossible but then He will still guide us despite we believed Him or not. I just need to wait.
Well sorry to say this, but a lot of time I had been living in negative life, saying negative things and doing negative stuffs as well.. But it doesn't mean I do not trust God. Honestly saying running away from God is not easy. It's super hard. Why I said like that? I mean for me being a Christian for so long time, God is not just a Mentor, a Guide, our beloved Father, Saviour, Friend, Master but He is everything in my life. What I learnt in life, I cherished it well. I do not intend to let ppl put me down. Well yup. There are times when ppl do able to put me down but then somehow or rather He lift me up. In another word, I am a very stubborn guy. I mean stubborn in a good way. When I believe something is right, it means forever the thing is always right. I mean eg is being a Christian. Well there are ppl out there who tried to convert me to Bahai religion and my Muslim friend tried to tell me join in their group. Honestly saying I can easily fall for their words cause what they said makes me thinking a lot too. I mean sometimes what they said it seems to got some senses though. But sorry ppl.. Me as being Ou Lik Ee, would not take Jesus Christ away, out of my mind from being my only Saviour. I do not have any Saviour excpet Jesus Christ. That's what my stands are. And I believed that God stands by my side and defended me from being disturbed by them too much cause when I argued with them, they got nothing to shoot back. He uses my mouth to speak the truth in His way. So I am very sorry if my negative words sounds like a discouragement word to anyone of you.
Anyway I shall be missing my this company. Honestly saying it is a good company though. Well one thing is for sure. The staffs are friendly although they are sometimes very nasty. Well I understand that this is a part of working environment. There is no one to be blamed here. But what I shall really be missing is the pretty staff there. How sad.. Can't meet them face to face anymore although I got their phone no and friendster acc. How sad. =( Also not to forget the internet service provided by the company. Well they do provide online service though. Computer lab. A bit sucks lah. KDU better. Cannot open friendster and myspace account. They banned both accounts. Sad case lah.. So if anybody says KDU computer lab sucks, I would say SEGi computer lab suckier. Anyway sorry lah. Don't wanna kutuk the company anymore. Can't blog as much as I used to lor. I mean working life got more things to blog. Not working blog what?
Lastly I felt pretty sad for my mom. Well the reason is because because I do not got any job, she had to take care of me again. Officially she do not need me to feed her cause she got her retired income. She was a government servant. That's why lah. But now with me not working anymore, she had to feed another mouth. Sad, sad case..
Anyway just hope that God would really show me the way though. If He ask me to serve Him full time, I would say this. Why not? =) If that's the case lah. Otherwise new alternative. Anyway got to go now. Back to work. God bless... =)

My heart's desire

It had been finalised. My case of money loss had been settled. I am officially told to leave the company despite the fact that I am innocent. The problem is just that I do not know how to prove to others that I am innocent. The actual thing when they ask me to prove me innocent, I cannot show anything to prove that I am in the right path. I got witness though but their witness are much more higher than mine. I mean the position of the two witness compared to mine. Well what to do. This incident is unfair and unjust. Wonder where is justice in this situation. Honestly I am not very sure what to do now. I got to surrender to them oredi and give them no fight for rights. What can I say? As much as my destiny is in God's hand, I am still in need of bowing down to their request. This is due to because I got no weapon to fight for this justice. Obviously my life had always been like this. It had been like for ages, until I got nothing to comment anymore. I just need everything without a fight. Ppl told me to stand up and fight. Well I was thinking, fight what? As the matter of fact, fight with what? Ppl said, pray. I prayed oredi. Ppl said, fast. I fast oredi. Ppl said, go close to God. Well since I am always at home and always alone, my only companion is God. Well don't everybody think that I don't do that? Fast, pray and read Bible. Well I do that everyday. Wihout a fail though. It just don't seem right. Something just don't seem right. Wanna live in integrity and honest, I ended get cheated. Wanna live in humbleness, ppl take me for granted. Actually me tired and lazy to handle things la. This morning I prayed, well just now I received the news. I wonder God knows bout my condition and He wanna put an end to it?
Well this is my second job so to say lah. Wonder why each time, when it came to my half year of working experience, I need to changed to a new job? Is there someone over there in this world who tried to curse or am I facing a generation curses now? Wonder why? Must check it up though.. Sorry ya for being so negative.. I was always like that until somehow or rather He lifted me up and make my think positively. But now my old flesh came back into my life. The negative flesh. Not to say I wanna do think like that, but my life is really hopeless though. =( Where in the world did I receive any blessings? I mean I do have blessings from God. No deny for that but then why it seems like suffering appear more into my life? How sad.
Anyway my supervisor's eye were getting red just now. Guess without me, life would me different huh? (Sorry la, a bit perasan here) But then who knows. Perhaps I had impart something into her life. Hopefully lah.. But honestly saying, this company does give me some memory though. Well it was different than my 1st company. 1st company was not that good. I mean the pay is higher a little bit but then the working environment is not that good. Don't wanna comment on that lah. But my 2nd company do give me some warmth and friendliness of the staff and I am able to get to know some students there. Not a bad life lah. Perhaps it was just th long working hour that tires me out but other than that, they are all okay. Honestly I like this company because no one in the company scold me. Perhaps they tegur a bit lah but then after that, everything is back to normal. Also gonna miss some leng lui there as well. But thank God I got some of their's phone number and friendster acc. Not bad lah. Well life still goes on.. Just hope this time the new company that I going to work for would be even better than the 1st and current company a lot more. In fact, now as much as I am saying all this, I sounds like I am living like the main actor in the oldies drama series called Quantum Leaque. For those who were as old as me like Kenny should know what drama is that. =) Anyway Kenny hope that I can enter KDU huh? And work there for a longer period of time. Honestly saying, I hope that I am not into some curse. Perhaps a generation curses that my ancestors or perhaps my parent had it cause both the company I am working in lasts only half a year.
Anyway hope everything goes well and smooth. God bless and I am back to work again.. =)

Happening potbless...

Organised a potbless today. At 1st it was sort of like disappointed me a lot due to because a lot of ppl I thought coming but at the end they did not come. Anyway my disappointment turned happiness cause at the end everything turns up well. Perhaps I have not been in a very jovial mood nowadays since I lost the stupid money. But anyway God is sustaining me in that sense. He is giving me grace after grace though despite the fact the usual me was pretty tired and restless with the loss of the money and also my exams which would starts this month.
Anyway the potbless was good. I guess it was much more better than last year June's potbless, during when I sabotage Joram with wasabi. As much as the potbless is over, I still missed those time where I am able to organised it well enough this time, compared to last year. Well last year I was putting my emotions a lot on the potbless. But this year, it seems to me that everyone knows their task well enough. No one is complaining that the food is not enough or the drink is not enough. In fact there is nothing to complain about except perhaps, the game itself only. Well in that sense, it was sort of like my fault cause I did not really organised or delegate the game master job to anybody. I was like doing it last minutes thingy and at the end ppl who came for the potbless was rather a bit blur. Other than that, I see there is nothing wrong with the potbless this time.
Honestly saying, I thank God that the SEGi CF and KDU CF are able to come together and have a wonderful fellowship together so as to build a tie between both CFs. And honestly saying as well, I saw a miracle that God had performed throughout the whole event. Well we all prayed for a good weather and indeed God removed the bad weather so that good weather would be with us throughout the event. Right after when everybody planning to go back, it rains heavily. And this rain can actually happen anytime before the potbless. Instead it happen when potbless ends. What a miraculous miracle God had make there for us all. And in fact, when I was about to allow pride to come into my life God shows me His way. Well I would not say it was God's will that such things happen but then it is because of this thing that I started to go lose my prideness and go back to being humble. I was proud because the event that I organised succeed but at the end it turns up to be so few ppl came. Well honestly saying even that "L" was not there during that time. It actually makes me wanna quit the whole event. But then after all the feeling was over, I started to realised the main thing is not "L" alone after all. It was all about ppl. How we live and guide ppl to God and help them to know God and this potbless is a part of the big picture where we all as Christians should live in unity and not in our own world only. I believe in this. Even Christians can live in their own world despite the fact they are growing in the Lord. They think they are doing things for God but actually they are not. They are doing things for themselves in the sense that they serve the Lord for their own ppl only. Sometimes we may say we know our own heart but how sure is that we do not know. But nonetheless, it is always God who knows our heart motive more than we do ourselves.
Anyway I think it is time to sleep oredi. Tomorrow I got church to attend. Very early in the morning. Must wake up at 8am. =( So that's all for my thought for today. Hope that things in future would allow me to grow in Him more rather than less. God bless and nite nite.. =)

Colous of friendship

Once upon a time, the colours of the world started to quarrel. All of them claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favourite.
Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all the animals would di. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority."
Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth. Consider the sky and the sea. It is water, drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea, that is the basis of life. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing."
Yellow chuckled. "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me, there would be no fun."
Orange was the next to blow her trumpet. "I am the colour of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes and papayas."
"I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought of any of you."
Red could no longer sand it all so he shouted out: "I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the colour of danger and bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the colour of passion and love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."
Purple rose up to fill his full height: he was very tall and spoke with great pomp. "I am the colour of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. Ppl do not question me! They listen and obey."
Finally, Indigo spoke, much more quietly than all the others, but just as much determination. "Think of me. I am the colour of silence. You hardly noticed me, but without me, all of you become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace."
And so the colours continued to boast, each convinced of his or her own superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder. Suddenly, there was a startling flash of lightning. Thunder rolled and boomed and rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colours crouched down in fear, drawing close to another for comfort.
In the midst of the clamour, rain began to speak: "You foolish colours, fighting amongst yourselves and trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were made for a special purpose, unique and different? Join hands with one another and come to me."
With heads bowed, the colours reached out to each other. Rain continued: "From now on, whenever it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of colour as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow."
And so, after a good shower has washed the world and a rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to appreciate one another.