Finishing strong..

I had been pondering.. I always has... =) This time I am pondering bout our achievements. Well I had been looking at the past and and compare it with the current life. From what I had been observed, this year had been a very good year though it might not be as exciting than previous years. Why I had been saying this?
Well for once, I had went to Bible class in Calvary Church concerning finishing strong.. (I always go to Bible class that is unpopular and not many would attend. I don't know why.) The class talks bout how to finish strong although we may start our journey weak. An example would be Moses. He was born in a poor family. And then he become a prince of Egypt after his basket was swept to the Pharoah's daughter. That was his first secular victory. Then because he wanted to serve his God with his own will and might by killing Eygptian soldier and save his fellow Israelites's life, he was condemmed and he ran to wilderness for forty years. Thank God that He still provide Moses during that time (wilderness). He sent a wife to Moses. Forgotten the wife's name oredi but during his wilderness, he still being blessed by God. And then one day after 40 years in wilderness, God spoke to him through the burning bush. Wow!! Imagine that.. Burning bush for me shows that God is still interested to use him although Moses had tried to do God's will all by himself. But because of wilderness he learnt to obey God and seek God in God's way. To cut the story short, he became God's servant when he leads God's ppl away from Eygpt to the promised land. At the end of his life, despite all sins he had done, he is still God's choosen ppl and finishing strong for God.
The same still applies to us. For me, I had seen it with my very own eye on the KDU Christian Fellowship members all of my friends. For once, I had seen Mun Yee grow up to be a beautiful young lady at 17 years of age. Well for me she had become one lady that had grown a lot despite the fact she is still struggling with her life. She pour all her love and cares for others and despite all persecution, she still stands firm for God. I was not like that when I was 17 years old. I was still the playful and looking for fun type of guy. Not to say fun is not good but rather I seek pleasure more than God. But anyway yeah.. Mun Yee, I am proud of you lah being my mui mui... =) I also Xi Ying as someone who would grow up to be a matured lady. For one thing Xi Ying, I do not really talk to you much but yeah.. You rocks girl.. Keep on growing for the Lord. Li Yan as well.. From an unknown girl, she had tend to be close to the CF members. Keep on growing for the Lord, girl.. =)
Aaron Phua as well.. Although you always kutuk me, well what the heck. We are still friends. Am I right? Fei Chai.. hahahahaha.... Then Aaron Tham.. This is the year you are coming back to God. Learnt more about Him and grow in Him.. Abide in Him and He shall abide in you.. You rocks man.. Kenny.. Well as usual we are always in different opinion about God. Whatever.. What is more important is both of us grow in the Lord and being blessed by Him. Perhaps God is teaching you this way. But God is teaching me that way.. So with both different mind, let's hope that we can use both teachings of God to expand His kingdoms. Let His glory fall on us and let us not keep the glory as well but let us give away this glory of God and let God expand this glory so that we can see everybody have it yah.. =) Ms Angeline.. You have changed a lot.. Thank God for that. Perhaps I might not be able to see what is it that you have changed but you are definitely more cheerful than before. In fact I can see that you are open-minded to the youth than ever nowadays. Good to hear that though.. God bless you... =) Sim & Nick.. I do not know how are you two over there in UK and Australia. But I am praying and hoping that you two are doing quite well there.. May God's name be glorified.. The same goes to you too, Adrienne.. Jia Hsien you have changed a lot as well.. May He continue to flourish His love unto you and make you the man He wants you to be.. =) Not to forget, Joram.. You too.. May you continue to care for those who are in needs. Let them be a blessings to you.. And God bless you Joram for you are one hard to predict type of guy that I ever known. God bless you always.. =) Jeffrey.. I do not whether you would read this blog or not, but I just want to say that you have changed. From a suffering guy, God had guide you to be someone who can show cares and concerns to those who are in need.. God bless you for willing to obey Him.. =) Eu Jin.. You rocks.. Continue to shower love to Him and let Him continue to guide you to walk His walk.. His way might not be easy but obey Him is the first step to know Him more and obeying Him more..
Who else I had not mentioned? Well sorry but just want to say thanks for being my friends. Never been that happy to know you all... God bless you all... =) You all have indeed finishing strong but please do not be satisfied with what you oredi got.. Ask for more... =) And let His glory filled you even more... =) God bless...

Ps: Just drop by here to say farewell for Angela.. Hope that you shall have a safe journey back to Malacca and then further it to USA.. God bless you Angela but please don't forget us oh... =)

Carollers in need?

Life has been pretty nice these few days. For once I felt that I had been released from some sort of burden. Well my exam is over. Indeed it is over.. It is as though this is a new life and new beginning. And I am looking forward for Christmas. Well it is not much as though that special 'DAY' is coming but rather I am looking forward for Christmas.
I felt that Christmas this year would be different. I want to go to Mid Valley to view the nice scenery of Christmas decoration. Well 4 more days, the month of December would arrive. Can't wait for that month though. =P Perhaps I won't have the chance to enjoy the winter in countries like USA or Australia or UK and yet I do not need to go to Singapore to enjoy the Christmas mood anymore. I can actually anjoy the mood once I go to Mid Valley.. I felt that Mid Valley is the best place to go (among all shopping complexes) for Christmas in Klang Valley. Went there last year with Mun Yee.. Was kinda excited feeling though.. Took picture with Mun Yee there last year as well.. (Btw Mun Yee, I had not receive any Christmas pic in Mid Valley yet la) Never knew that I would enjoy Christmas that much. Last time I would rather put the 'DAY' first rather than Christmas. Now not anymore. Well for one thing, I am getting old and that celebrating the 'DAY' more than Christmas would mean I have to admit I am old and I do not want to admit I am old. That's why Christmas comes first only the 'DAY'. =P
Anyway I hope to go for carolling this Christmas. Went for my first carolling in year 2003 (if I am not mistaken lah) with Jefferey Ng in Shah Alam. That's all.. Anybody's church is going to have Christmas Carol this year? I can only go for carolling any day from 1st of December until 23rd of December. Anybody needs caroller? Well I am here. But then I do not have transport to go though.. Can anybody fetch me as well? For one thing, I am different. I no need much training though. I can sing the famous Christmas songs. If I can't sing the songs, give me the lyrics and I shall practise it for you. Just put me into Carolling session. =) (I am pretty good in promoting myself eh?) hahahaha.... =P
Anyway anybody needs me, please let me know ya.. Thanks and God bless.. =)

Thank God exam is over and apology.. =)

Finally.. Finally.. Finally.. I finally finished my exam. My CIMA exam.. Well life were tough a couple of week before.. Had not been really studying for exams.. And in the midst of working, I do not have the enough time to study.. Well when the exam comes, I managed to answer some questions.. And yesterday was my final paper.. That was the paper that I study very hard to get a pass and focus on it deeply. So I hope that I can get a pass for that paper. God bless me.. =)
Now I am as free as a bird oredi.. Life is good.. Life is free.. Now I am free to do whatever I want to do.. Hope that after this exam I would not be back to my boring rountine life anymore.. Instead I wanna do something interesting, something exciting, something special whether it is for God or it is for me, or it is for friends and kai muis around me.. But then I don't know what to do.. Can't think of anything to do.. No ideas of what I shall do.. Hmm.... What shall I do eh? *Blank Mind* That's the thing bout me.. I am blank when I want to plan things to do for myself. Why am I always like that one? Why? Why? Tell me why?? Sien lah.. =(
Anyway just wanna apologise to someone through blog here.. Well of one thing I do, I had been hiding from this person for quite some time oredi. I mean yeah.. I am good in hiding.. I am just taking this opportunity to say "sorry". It makes me guilty if I don't hide. Cause I felt that I am a burden if I don't hide. I felt that I am ruin your relationship with God if I don't step aside. Well what to do.. Now I don't intend to hide no more.. So hope that everything would go back to normal.. Like last time lah.. How we go watch movie together.. Hey.. I still want my ice-cream... You know ice-cream potong.. =P I love ice-cream potong.. My house got lotsa ice-cream potong.. All finished by me.. Not bad eh? That's why I go back and gained weight. Anyway hopefully everything would be settled well.. I don't mean to hurt anybody's feeling.. Just that I feel weird when I don't hide. So whoever you are, hopefully you know what I mean.. Thanks.. =) @{- This flower is for you.. I hope that it does look like a flower. =P Hope that you like it though. God bless you... =)
Anyway back to me now.. Well tonight I am going to watch HillSong United concert in SIB.. Wonder how it gonna be.. Hmm... Hope it would not be as rocking as Planet Shakers. Cause I don't jump and dance.. As usual I think I would be standing at the back and becoming baby-sitter.. =P See how lah.. And as usual I don't think Li Yan or Mun Yee can push me to the front. hahahaah.... =) Kenny I don't know lah.. Hopefully not as well.. Whatever..
Anyway got to go now.. Blogging too long oredi.. Later ppl scold.. For blogging so long.. =) God bless...

All well ends well.. =)

Yesterday was the DAY.. It was the day where I can relaxed a lil bit in my company. It was the day where I felt freedom gazed into my life. It was the day I felt released. It was the day I felt less stress.. So ppl, what is this DAY all about?
Anyway yesterday was a day I had been waiting for. Why is that? Well for once in my life, I had finally finished doing my office assignment for my boss. Well it took me bout two weeks to finish the assignment. Actually the assignment was a nothing. Just a simple piece of analysing item in the company. The problem is this. My boss is a bit fussy. He wants everything perfect. But can't blame him for that though. He is the big boss. Surely he wants everything in the right and perfect way cause he would need to present it to the big boss. Anyway was running around a few times doing the assignment yesterday. But at the end thank God that everything is settled and done in a happy manner. Anyway beside thanking God for finishing the assignment I also wanna thank God for giving me a considerate and patient boss. He is patient enough with me and are willing to guide me to do the assignment even though I does lotsa mistakes. He do not even shout at me. It's hard to get such boss though.. Thank You Lord for helping me.
Anyway that's all for this blog. I lost a paper and I need to find it back. Hope that all things turns well for this piece of paper too.. God bless.. =)

New destination

I had been thinking for quite some time oredi.. Well I had been thinking of what I should do bout my life. I am thinking deep into my life, my study life, my family life, my own life, whether spiritual life, physical life, mentally life etc etc.. Well as I believe that I have blogged bout it last time, I was offered a chance to transfer to Kampar next year for my job. Well I still undecided bout it though.. No one is actually forcing me but I am just too scare to make decision for myself.
Honestly in my life, whatever things I say I am not scare or afraid I actually mean it. But there is one thing I would say I am scare or at least freak out of is making decision. I do not mean making decision for others though but rather for myself. Making decision for others tend to be easier and precdictable than making decision for myself. I had makes lotsa decision last time but rating of it, out of 5 decision I make, 3 to 4 tends to be a failure. I do not know why. I can't imagine myself in future. What would I be or where would I be heading in future? With my current condition I tend to live a low-self esteem life and do not believed I would rise up. Well a lot of time God need to make me think positive first before He can actually brought me up to where I should be heading. And lotsa time I received discouragement even before I reached my destination which would normally makes me wanting to give up before I even started my journey or even while my own way to the destination.
Basically I am praying hard for God to direct me now. After all these times of thinking nad praying, I hope I know where God wants me to go now. I am just waiting for His confirmation. That's all.. Wish me all the best.. May He able to guide me and lead me to His way and not mine. Gtg now.. God bless... =)

Lightning and thunder..

Lightning and thunder had been appearing quite frequent nowadays. In fact there had been news that trees had been uprooted during thunderstorms in KL and PJ. Well I faced the same rain last, last Sunday (5th November, 2006) except that it happened in different situation. It happened after I came back from church. Was reading my favourite newspaper, The Star. It was raining heavily as well.. That was when the whole situation happened. And it happened very fast though.. But I do not see anything about it of course. While reading the newspaper, there was a lightning flashing straight next to my room. The wall behind my room. How I know? Well there was a sudden loud noise thundering straight just outside my room. I thought what was going on. I actually forgotten bout it oredi until my landlady brought the news out yesterday. Thank God that my room's window is small and lightning can hardly came in. Thank God as well that the room wall was there to protect me. Otherwise I would be one roasted human being. My landlady was saying that her telephone wayar was cut into two to three pieces but no accident happened. Thank God no one was injured. Anyway nowadays there is no proper safe place anymore. Even if we stay in the room we still can be affected. But nonetheless, please stay in the house when there was rain with thunders and lightnings. It is always safer to stay in the house and don't pick up telephone when there is thunder and lightnings. And avoid going out as well.. =) That's all... God bless... =)

The Assignment

An extraordinary things happened today. Went to work as usual. Well right half an hour before its time to go home, my boss called and I thought I am going to be dead meat since it is not usual for a boss to call his employee to enter his room unless it is either urgent or it is for scolding purposes. But when I entered his room, I never knew that I am gonna get something like this from a boss.. An assignment..
Well there is a simple task that my colleagues want his opinion and he is supposed to analyse the usage of the task to the maximum and since he is the boss he do not want to waste the usage to its minimum. So he ask me to help him to handle the task since he told me that he wants me to learn and since I am CIMA student. Well I am very delighted to receive his offer but at the same time, as timid as it sounds, I am scared that I am not able to cope with the assignment that he gave me. The very reason is that I am not good in analysing things. In fact I take times to analyse which might prolonged to a longer time. And it is going to destroy my reputation as being slow coach. So I don't know lah. But I took the offer as an opportunity of course. And I am given a week to perform for my assignment. After work, I called my mom (I am very close to my mom nowadays) and she told me that it might be a blessing in disguise. Don't know blessing for disguise for what but it is good thing though. And I agreed with what she said. I believe in this. When boss gave you more work, it means good thing cause boss won't give works to those who are lazy and those who are not trustworthy. So I guess I am the priviledge one. But then I was being a negative person ever since I was young thinks that I could not do it. But thank God He sent someone to help me. (hopefully lah) He is my closest colleague (closest because he sat next to me) and he offer me the help. So I felt grateful that I got some priviledge and I hope that I would not blew it away.. =) Thank you very much Lord..
Okaylah.. Got to go back to study oredi.. Came here to find answers for my Galaxie contest. The latest Galaxie magazine just came out today.. So wanted to win the prize. So go online and get the answer that I felt I do not know the answer. God bless... =)

Internet benefit

Since the creation of friendster and blogspot or xanga, there had been lotsa other blog and friendster wannabies website appeared and mushroomed up on the net. In fact there had been many other weird website which my internet friends has sent their invitation asking me to join them.. Honestly saying, I do not mind joining but then since there are too much of things to do in one website after another, I do not have the time to join them. In fact, I had been busy updating my friendster. Honestly saying friendster is one of the most happening website I ever encountered. I mean for friend connection purposes.. In fact the 2nd best website I ever entered is this website called zorpia... =) Heard that it was created by our local Malaysian. =) Well done Malaysia..
Anyway besides Friendster and Zorpia, I had been busy with blogs.. Honestly saying I do not have much things to blog bout but I am learning to find stuffs to blog about. In fact I did.. I am promoting Friendster and Zorpia as well as blogs.. =) One thing that tempt me about internet nowadays is the very fact that I can blog and I can search for my old buddies.. I got some long lost school mates and they are now easily being found in Friendster.. Let's not forget the chatting site such as MSN and Yahoo Messenger.. I still play with MIRC whenever I am free and feel like wanting to.. In fact I still go to ICQ. Not that much la. But then I still wanna keep in touch with ppl using the old chat programme like ICQ.. =)
Honestly saying instead of emailing ppl nowadays, I friendster them.. And that's why I love Friendster so much.. It helps me to multi task.. Besides searching for old friends, I email my old friends.. And they replied.. When I say old friends, I mean they are like 4 to 5 years never meet up or chat anymore or even email or any way of keeping in touch.. My motto for life is this. Keep in touch with ppl that had been lost contact with. Whether they are from high school, primary school, old pen-pal, married pen-pal or divorce pen-pal, (I do have married pen-pals but no divorce pen-pal yet) college friends, KDU Christian Fellowship's old friends etc etc etc.. I would try to make way to keep in touch with them. Otherwise what is the point of knowing them at the first place then?? Am I right? =) And Friendster and MSN helps me settle it all... =) Not bad eh?
Anyway gtg oredi.. Colleagues came back oredi.. Lunch time is over oredi.. God bless... =)