A blessed Agong's Installation cum Happy Holiday to everyone who got the break..

Today, after work is a happy day for me. Well my company just announce a public holiday due to because our King's installation as Malaysia's latest Agong. To say one thing, I am truly looking forward for this one day off.. Lotsa companies do not give their employees this holiday. But I got it. Thank God for that.
Anyway nothing much to blog nowadays.. Will blog whenever I am free, which would be after my exam, 24th May 2007. Hopefully by then I got lotsa new things to blog about. Otherwise it would be very dry.. =(
Got to go oredi.. God bless..

Thanksgiving time..

Well I had been living in worriness for the past few days, starting from Friday until today. Uhmm.. Well as I had blogged in the previous blog entitled "My fault or yours?" I was pretty worried bout the possibilites that my big boss would find out bout what had went wrong the other time. To rewind the story, I was scolded by my manager because a student came to buy a bus tickect but I do not have any change, so he asked me to keep the change. The next day, he came by again and this time with his loud voice, he sent me regards through my colleagues for the tickects without any change. 2nd incident that happened was a father came and he wanted to pay a due dated fees. I was unable to accept it cause that was the policy and I foolishly told him I was temporary staff there at the counter.
My manager came and scolded me for not giving back the change and for telling the father I was the temporary staff there and rejected his fees. The scolding above had been a nightmare to me for a couple of days. In more exact sense, it was throughout the whole Good Friday and Easter weekend. I am worried not because they thought I was wrong. I am worried because I might be scolded by my big boss cause I hate being scolded, whether I was wrong fully or I was innocently wronged. The fact is I hate being scolded whether by my parent, friends or by anybody. Well today I wanna thank God for His glory shown to me. I mean He protects me from all harm. The previous few days worriness was quite a wasted energy to me. The truth is my boss never scold me. I mean he talks to me well.. In fact he never call me into his office and being scolded by him. I was so scared that my manager would tell my boss and in the end I would be scolded. Well thank God that He protects me even from the scolding. My colleague told me that she (manager) is kinda fussy and even a small small things she would exaggerated it. I mean in that sense normally ppl like her would report it all to my boss. But thank God that things like this did not happen to me. He guides and protects me. In fact, I can say that He shuts her mouth up and honestly saying He had given me more faith to trust in Him and to be totally dependent on Him. Without Him, I am nothing and without Him, I do not have any identity. Because of Him, I regain my trust and faith in Him. Thank You very much Father God for guiding and helping me over here. Praise You for all things.. In Jesus' mighty name, Amen.. =)
So therefore trust in Him and let Him guide us all so that we shall be His glory and to allow His name to be glorified.. Amen.. God bless...

Blessed Easter

Easter is coming again. Today is Easter Sunday. So let us all continue to grow and reflect ourselves of what Jesus Christ had done for us on the cross. He had died and He had rose again 3 days later. So now He is in Heaven preparing place for us. Because of His victory and His death on the cross, devil had no power over us. We are set free from the bondage of sin. Therefore our life is now belonging to God Almighty. He is our new Master and not the devil. Therefore we should not be afraid of devil anymore because God is always by our side. Honestly saying, that is what I had been learning for the past 14 years as a Christian and that is the one that kept me survive in Him. God is always by our side. Therefore be afraid no more. At times we might be afraid. That's normal cause as much as we are new born believer, we are still human being. Still imperfect. So therefore let us continue to learn to cling on unto Him and never let Him go. =)
Well as much as I am blogging now, I just wanna everybody blessed Easter celebration, whether you are a Christian or you are not.. But remember that Easter is not about the egg or Easter bunny but rather it is always Jesus Christ who died a cruel way for us and that was crucification on the cross. The most painful way of dying but the most blessed celebration cause no one can do that except by our beloved Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore welcome back Lord Jesus Christ from the death.. God bless You Lord Jesus and God bless everyone who is reading this. Blessed Easter.. =)

The disgust of Annabel Chong

I was reading The Star on last Thursday - 05th April, 2007. Well there was one story that caught my attention on that day. It was a story about Annabele Chong, a Singaporean who had make it famous in America as a porn star who had sex 251 times with 70 men in American pornographic film entitled The World's Greatest Gang Bang. Well I was feeling kinda disgusted about the report, not because she is a porn star but rather someone in the entertainment industry is trying to make her a national hero.
In fact currently Singapore is trying to make her real life situation as an inspiration play. Honestly I am very dumb folded by this report. Well I wanted to pose a question here? What is a national hero? Define its meaning. According to the report, a national hero is someone who dare to go the distance, break boundaries and do what no man or woman has dared to do. Well I would say the report is half accurate. My definition of a hero, (let's not talk about national) is someone not just dare to go the distance, break boundaries and do what others would not dare to do but it also include someone who does something that would save other ppl's life. It is not something we do just for the sake of fun or for fame or wealth but then it was done so that others would have a better life. I mean come to think of it, if Annabel Chong is proclaimed as a hero, (in fact a national hero, let's just say lah) what do we called those who are struggling hard to save others? Someone like policeman who catches thiefs, soldier who protect our beloved country, fireman who save our life or even those who would walk a thousand miles just to save us from trouble. Someone who love to kaypoh? Someone who got nothing else better to do? Someone who would act like a hero but actually they are not? I would rather called her as the country's greatest shame. Sorry for being so evil but come to think about it. We do not bother that much for those who struggle to protect us, defend us and even give us security but we give a whore a status where what she was doing was right? If that is the case, in future anybody who would sacrifice their body for the pleasure and lust would be called the heroes while those who strive to die for the country would be called what?
Anyway come to think about it, it was the kiasu Singaporeans who are highly educated would actually come out with such a disgusted status. (Sorry but I am not blaming every Singaporean here but rather the education system that make them think like that) I wonder now how their highly educated system could actually save their ass in the future when they actually apporve and highly applaude what Annabel had done. So honestly saying, we Malaysian should be thankful about our education system. We are neither that smart nor that stupid. We are just surviving enough for the sake of maintaining our culture and values. So therefore let us not be so kiasu but learn to be humble and be thankful that we are in right education system. Simple living is living in wisdom. God bless...

My fault or yours??

Today has been a very terrible day. Scolded by my big boss and my 2nd boss terribly. Well the worst scolding done today was by my 2nd boss. Actually she is not my real manager. Just that she is also from finance department but guarding different part of the finance department. She is in-charge of collection of fund in the company while my manager is in-charge of account payable.
The scolding was about yesterday's task. Well it started up this way. I was told to take care of the collection counter. Something like normal college or university's bursary. Well I was the only one working that day cause at night it was UTAR's staff annual dinner. Fine.. I felt that I was able to cope with the job since I am used to work there alone. I mean with those open days and extended counselling meeting. The moment my colleagues and the bursary manager and even my big boss left, chaos started to happen. Well I won't go detail into other problems I encountered but the one problem that I was very unhappy about was this. At one time, I was handling this student. This student actually wants to buy a piece of bus tickect (UTAR offers bus travel from UTAR PJ to several place and it costs RM0.70 per ride and finance department is the only one that sold the tickect).
So I sold to him but the problem was he pay me with RM1 note and I do not have the change to give back to him. Well he told me to keep the change. Of course we can't accept any tips or whatsoever things like that but then he ignored me and left before returning back again. This time I got the change from my other colleague who is willing to change it for me. So I tried to returned it to him but he still ask me to keep the change. Well fine again..
This afternoon, he went to bursary department (where I work yesterday) and telling the manager of the bursary to sent his regards to me who don't give change back after paying for the tickect yesterday loudly. In fact he was saying he was paying RM1 for the tickect compared to the rest who paid RM0.70 per tickect. The manager were indignant and came to look for me, looking for an explanation of how this thing can occur. I mean I was trying to refund him the change but he rejected it and now he told the manager I don't return him the tickect. The manager was angry because what I do can damage the reputation of the department and also the university. I was like??? What did I do wrong? I mean the only thing I realised I am wrong was that I did not report this RM0.30 change matter to her. I thought it was a minor thing. So there I go. Screwed up. I hope that I am not ask to quit because of that.
Honestly saying I am not sure what am I doing wrong at the moment. Jeffrey called while I was blogging here, just a minute ago. Because my credit expired, he scolded me for not calling him. In fact he felt that I am treating him badly because last Saturday when I smsed him, he did not pick up the phone and there I am waiting for his sms. I mean if you told me you are coming with me to the wedding, please let me know earlier. But just now he smsed me asking me whether I want to go overnight at his house this weekend or not, I did not reply. Well my credit expired and I am planning to top up on Sunday for Easter. So how could I sms him when I do not have the sufficient credit? He scold me for making a lot of fuss on him the other day and when it come to his return to sms me, I can saying anything I want when I do not reply him. Honestly saying, I do not know what else to say anymore. In fact I felt that I should keep my mouth shut and talk less in order to avoid confusion and angers among the ppl. Whatever... Since everybody loves it that I kept quiet, I keep quiet lor..
Anyway gtg oredi.. God bless...

Annual dinner..

Well the time have come. I shall finally go for another company annual dinner tomorrow. Well the last company annual dinner I went was in Summit USJ last year's January. It was not where I wanted to go. 1st of all I do not have any transport to drive me there. 2nd. it's far and it was held at night. 3rd. I do not have much friends there. But at the end, I went cause it was compulsory for every staffs to go and for those who weren't there, they would be asked to pay RM50. Well of course when it comes to money, I would rather not argue with the money.
So I went with empty stomach. And lo and behold, I came back with full stomach and a pair of hand carrying the branded tupperware product worth RM100. I was like, "sure or not?" I mean I had never won any lucky draw or any luxurious contest before. Just some hanky-panky type of cheapskate gifts. At least I got a door gift before. That's about it.
And this year (I heard rumours) is my company's 2nd annual dinner. (how lucky am I???) At first I was reluctant to go because I got an inside ppl that I do not like that I try to avoid by not going. 2ndly, the place is far. It is located in Bkt Kiara, opposite Planeterium and the place is called Sime Darby Convention Centre. I wonder why in the world would Sime Darby have a convention centre so far away from their office. Anyway the annual dinner would be held tomorrow. Now come to think of it, the lucky draw prize is kinda expensive. I was told that the grand prize would be a 29" TV. I wonder how big is that? And how expensive is that? Btw saying it this way, since last year I had won one of the lucky draw prizes, I am thinking why not I go for it again.. Who knows this year I would get a bigger prize. Perhaps not as big as the TV but who knows I can get a DVD player or maybe a VCD player. I can always bring back to give to my parent for them to watch. =) Well that's what motivates me to go for the annual dinner - the luxurious lucky draw prize. I have always wanted to a camera phone or at least a digital camera. So if I ever won it (in case they have it as one of those prizes) I don't mind saving up my money for other more important stuff. Wish me all the best..
Thank God as well since I registered myself late for the annual dinner (I rejected the invitation for the annual dinner earlier last month due to because I do not know how to go back and I might be going to sit with the person whom I dislike - but now I find her quite ok lah) I got one of the good seat in a different department altogether. I am seated in SSCU department. SSCU stands for Soft Skill and Competency Unit department (under the governance of CEO office). Well the department staff are quite nice to me though. At least I can chat with them easier. Anyway see what will happen tomorrow la.. Hope everything turn up well. Shall blog again some other time. God bless...