Stressful life

Well had not been really blogging recently.. Nothing much to blog about. But recently my mind is kinda blank though. First of all there are quite a number of colleagues resigning recently. My department is not exluded as well. In my own department there are oredi 3 colleagues resigning. I mean one of them oredi resigned last month and the other two, their last day would be today.
Honestly saying I am a bit quite sad la with everybody who had left or oredi left the company. I mean there used to be 4 guys in my department minus my big boss of course. But now I am the only left, still minus my boss. I just received a news half an hour ago that another colleague of mine is going to leave the company end of next month. So altogether 3 person had left and another is leaving end of next month. I am pretty sad and scared as well. For one thing, there is no more guy left. And I am the only thorne among the roses. And these roses are not that simple and easy going ppl. I mean they are not that scary lah. But then all the hard work I had to do. I mean I believe if this colleague left next month, I would be given a double portion of work and more responsibility which I do not mind carrying. But then its tough working with my colleagues as some of them are not that helpful but most of them are nice. That means I would a double portion of stress as well.. =(
But thank God He is gracious. Starting from next year onwards, I would be working 5 days per week. I felt that it is good though seeing that weekend I can spent more time going back to Ipoh. Hopefully lah.. Anyway talking bout nearly all my colleagues resigned or are going to resign, I guess and wonder should I resign as well? I mean if that's the case I am going back to Ipoh to work. I find myself out of place in PJ. I mean all my friend are missing. Either lost contact, married or some even having their own partners oredi that I do not want to disturb them. Don't know lah. This month and next month would be two sad months for me. There are friends who are going to further their studies overseas and there are some whom I want to contact but I am scared to do so. I would not want to elaborate it any further but then don't know lah.. Perhaps it is about time I felt and believe I should leave everybody away doing my own stuff as a way to forget all things. I don't know. Like what ppl said, time can heal all things. Hopefully lah.. Perhaps I should find a girlfriend and get married or I should concentrate on searching for money like what the normal ppl do. Don't know la.
At the moment, I am having a stressful life. For one thing, I just recovered from a nearly fall sick sydrome. I guess I am just too stress though. With life, with family, with friends, with job and with exam. Don't know lah.. Just pray for me lah.. I need lotsa prayer. Wondering bout my life, of all my wrongdoings, etc etc.. Perhaps I did too many things that makes ppl hate me. I don't know.. Whatever lah.. =(
Anyway got to go now. Going to have dinner with my resigned colleagues.. God bless... =)